＃私的人生

Life is too ambiguous
I want a user manual, right?
Even if I had one, I'd probably lose it right away
Now, I'm on the verge of life's collapse
Escaped from reality by the skin of my teeth
Even running away is quite tough, you know
What should I do, life?
A person who can't do anything
I say this and that, but in the end, I'm just empty inside, just like me
It's over, it's over, thinking seriously is stupid
Anyway, let's sleep today
It's troublesome, it's kind of tiring
I haven't done anything today either, but somehow I'm tired
Noticing that today is about to end, for now, depression, sob
Let's do it, I don't want to do anything
I have things to do, but maybe later
Like this, doing nothing, the date changes again, it's exhausting
I'm getting worse, I'm getting desperate
Falling into self-indulgent hell, it's funny (lol)
Again, I'm deceiving myself every day
Life is too ambiguous
I want a user manual, right?
Even if I had one, I'd probably lose it right away
Now, I'm on the verge of life's collapse
Escaped from reality by the skin of my teeth
Even running away is quite tough, you know
It's tiring, I'm kind of sleepy
Oh, staying up late has become a habit
I don't have anything to do, but I don't want to sleep
Repeating this every day, impossible! Dangerous!
I realize it, but somehow, whatever
I'm used to this danger, I don't even try to change, I'm really done
Really hopeless, I'm getting sick
This kind of life, this kind of personality
Falling into self-indulgent hell, it's funny (lol)
I'm done with that, really
Impossible! Dangerous! No way! No! Seriously! Impossible! Life! #I want to run away!
Escaping reality! Unavoidable! With a dust-sized pride! I'll do my best again today!
Like a comic! No expectations! It's a given situation!
There's no time to look away! There's no future worth expecting!
#I want to run away!
Life is really too ambiguous
I want a user manual
I won't lose it anymore, I won't lose it next time, I'll face it, I won't run away!
People can't change easily
Past failures remain failures
Let's accept it, let's declare to do our best from tomorrow!
There's still more left! Life!
Life is too ambiguous
I want a user manual, right?
Even if I had one, I'd probably lose it right away
Now, I'm on the verge of life's collapse
Escaped from reality by the skin of my teeth
Even running away is quite tough, you know!
Because it's ambiguous, life!
Even so, I want a user manual, right!
If I had one, life would be easy!
But there's no real problem!
Life based on life!
Let's run away just for now, and declare to do our best from tomorrow! Whoa
Anyway, let's sleep today

aimai sugidayo jinsei
toriatsukaisetsumeisho hoshii yo ne
atta tokoro de sugu poi! tte nakushichau ka
ima seimei houkai sunzen
inochi karagara nogareta genjitsu
nigeru no mo warito taihen de ne
doushiyokka jinsei?
nani mo dekinai ningen
aadakouda itteru kedo kekkyoku nakami wa karappo na no yo watashi to onaji
owatten ne owacchatte shinken ni kangaeru no mo bakabakashii ne
toriaezu kyou wa nemashou
mendoi ne nanka darui ne
kyou mo nani mo shitenai kedo nanka tsukareta
kidzuitara kyou ga owarisou de toriaezu utsu pieen
yattoite nani mo shitakunai ne
yaru koto aru kedo mada ii ka natte
kou yatte nani mo shinaide mata hizuke ga kawatte ku no shindou
dame ni natteku yake ni natteku
jidarakunaraku ochiteku ukeru (warai)
mata sou yatte gomakashiteru hibi
aimai sugidayo jinsei
toriatsukaisetsumeisho hoshii yo ne
atta tokoro de sugu poi! tte nakushichau ka
ima seimei houkai sunzen
inochi karagara nogareta genjitsu
nigeru no mo warito taihen de ne
shindoi ne nanka nemui ne
sou ka shuukan ni natteru yofukashi
betsu ni yaru koto mo nai kedo netakunai
kore o kurikaeshiteru mainichi muri! yabai!
kidzuiteru yo nanka mou ikka
kono yabasa ni mo narete kawarou to mo shinai watashi tte mou owatten na
honto dame dame jan yande kuwaa
konna seikatsu konna seikaku
jidarakunaraku ochiteku ukeru (warai)
mou sou iu no ii yo honto
muri! yaba! yada! iya! maji! muri! jinsei! #tsukete nigedashitai!
genjitsu touhi! fuka touhi? hokori hodo no hokori motte! kyou mo mata ganbarimasu!
manga mitai! kitai shinai! no ga kimari na jitai!
yoso mi suru hodo jikan wa nai! kitai sareru hodo mirai wa nai!
#nigedashitai!
hontou ni aimai sugidayo jinsei
toriatsukaisetsumeisho hoshii yo
mou nakusanai kara tsugi wa nakusanai kara mukiau kara nigedasanai!
hito wa kantan ni kawarenai shi
kako no shippai wa kawarazu shippai no mama
mou ukeireyou sou ashita kara ganbarou sengen!
mada mada nokotteru kara! jinsei!
aimai sugidayo jinsei
toriatsukaisetsumeisho hoshii yo ne
atta tokoro de sugu poi! tte nakushichau ka
ima seimei houkai sunzen
inochi karagara nogareta genjitsu
nigeru no mo warito taihen de ne!
aimai dakara jinsei!
sore demo toriatsukaisetsumeisho hoshii yo ne!
attara atta de sore wa sore de rakuraku na jinsei~!
demo genjitsu mondai kaimu!
inochi ariki no jinsei!
ima dake wa nigedashichatte ashita kara ganbaro sengen! Whoa
toriaezu kyou wa nemashou