私以外私じゃないの

I'm the only one who can be me

With a dull face, I cried through nights
Layering endless days and nights again today
Every time I expect a better tomorrow
I hide today behind the vanity again
The reflection of myself blinks countless times
And I was easily shaken by my changing heart
But surprisingly, in the moment I closed my eyes
I realized that tomorrow doesn't seem so bad

I'm the only one who can be me, it's obvious
So I sort out these unrewarded feelings
And want to live, isn't that normal?

I heard someone's voice, feeling like I broke out of my shell
But the me who should have been confined is no longer there
Try being me, hey
You want to be me, don't you?
With words that can't become a voice, I'm engulfed in smoke

I'm embarrassed and can't say it, but
There are things only I can protect
If I spin them while wearing myself down
Surprisingly, it might not be so bad

I'm the only one who can be me, it's obvious
So I sort out these unrewarded feelings
And want to live, I think so

I'm the only one who can be me, no one can replace me
I pull out today, making sure not to run away
Throw myself into tomorrow and open my eyes

I'm the only one who can be me, it seems you're the same
It seems no one can replace us
We turned our backs and argued
So I'm no longer afraid
I'll wait for the late night
I sort out these unrewarded feelings again today and think I want to live
I inhaled deeply

Watashi igai watashi janai no

Saenai kao de naichatta yoru o kasanete
Taemanonai kurashi o kyou mo kasaneta
Yoku narisou na ashita ni kitai suru tabi ni
Nando mo kyou o kyoudai no ura ni kakushita
Utsuru watashi wa nankai mo mabataki shite wa
Kawaru kokoro ni kantan ni douyou shita wa
Dakedo igai to me o tsumutta shunkan ni
Warukunai na tte omoi nagara ashita o satottanda

Watashi igai watashi janai no atarimae dakedo ne
Dakara mukuwarenai kimochi mo seiri shite
Ikiteitai no futsuu deshou?

Kara o yabutta ki ni natteru dareka no koe ga shita kedo
Kara ni komotta hazu datta watashi wa mou soko ni wa inai
Watashi ni natte mite yo, nee
Watashi ni natte mitain desho?
Koe ni naranai kotoba de jibun ga kemuri ni makareta

Hazukashikute ienai kedo
Watashi ni shika mamorenai mono o
Mi o kezutte tsumuidara
Angai sa, warukunai kamo yo

Watashi igai watashi janai no atarimae dakedo ne
Dakara mukuwarenai kimochi mo seiri shite
Ikiteitai to omou no yo

Watashi igai watashi janai no dare mo kawarenai wa
Kyou o toridashite nigenai you ni shite
Ashita ni nagekonde me o aketanda

Watashi igai watashi janai no dou yara anata mo sou
Dare mo kawarenai tte koto mitai ne
Se o mukete iiatta
Dakara watashi wa mou kowakunain da
Yofuke sugi o matsu wa
Kyou mo mukuwarenai kimochi o seiri shite ikitetai tte omou no
Iki o suikonda