なんだったっけ

Numb, numb, the dulling senses are called numbness
Reluctant, reluctant, the maturing tastes are due to age
Somehow, somehow, I kind of like being alone, always
Imagining things that don't exist to kill time

The sky being blue is just an illusion
In reality, colors don't exist
I, who stay in my room all the time, say so
No doubt about it

Oh well, there's not even a hint of motivation
Trying hard seems foolish
Even if we get along with others, it's not fun

The breeze feeling nice is just an illusion
In reality, it's a dull, dry zone
Even you, laughing while muddying the waters
Are afraid of being alone, right?

An empty head, a composed face
Because words can be bought with money

What was it again, people
What was it again, kindness
Why can't I remember
I feel like something's off
But it's all right, isn't it
Isn't it all right

Procrastinating, doing things ahead, reaching this point
The things I cherish are palm-sized
If you think everything is surprisingly simple
You've lost your place

What was it again, myself
What do I want to do, always
Why am I so lonely
Will I disappear if I don't do something
But what can I do
It's all right, isn't it

No matter how many times, I'll think about it, yeah
Even though there's no answer

What was it again, myself
What do I want to do, always
Why am I so lonely
If I don't have to do anything
Will I do anything?
I wonder, how about tomorrow
Isn't it so, you too, right?

Isn't it so
Isn't it so, isn't it so
Isn't it so, isn't it so
How about that?

nibu nibu nibuku naru kankaku wa mahi to iu
shibu shibu shibuku naru shumi wa toshi no sei
wari wari warito hitori ga suki na boku wa itsumo
ari ari ari mo shinai mousou de himatsubushi

sora ga aoi no wa genkaku de
jitsu wa iro nante nai
heya ni komotte bakka no boku ga iunda
machigainai

yare yare yaruki no ya no ji mo nai
ganbatteru no baka mitai
nare nare narea i nanka shite itemo tanoshikunai

kaze ga kokochi yoi no wa ki no sei sa
jitsu wa mumikansou chitai
ocha o nigoshite warau kimi datte
hitori ga kowain desho?

atama wa karappo yoyuu no kao
kotoba mo okane de kaeru kara

nandatta kke hito tte
nandatta kke yasashisa tte
nande da omoidasenai yo
nanika chigau ki ga suru kedo
nandatte ii yo ne
ii yo ne nandatte ii yo ne

atomawashi sakimawashi ni shite koko made kitara
taisetsu ni shite iru mono wa te no hira saizu
angai kantan na koto bakari nante omottetara
ibasho mo nakushiteta

nandatta kke jibun tte
nani ga shitai nda kke zutto
nande konna ni sabishii ndarou
nanika shinai to kieru kana
demo nani ga dekiru ndarou
ii yo ne nandatte ii yo ne

nankai datte boku wa kangaete yaru Yeah
nan ni mo kotae wa nai kedo

nandatta kke jibun tte
nani ga shitai nda kke zutto
nande konna ni sabishii ndarou
nani mo shinakute ii n nara
nandatte suru kana
dou kana ashita wa dou kana
sou desho kimi datte sou desho

sou desho
sou desho sou desho
sou desho sou desho
dou deshou?