death wish

Do you remember the pact that we made to move to Japan
Live till a hundred and eight?
I'm scared you might go and throw it all away
For a tall pretty boy with a good-looking face, mm-mm

Does it make me an awful person?
'Cause I don't wanna lose
My favorite people to other people
That I didn't choose
I'll never say it, but I'm praying
They don't find out who
They're looking for

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish, oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships, oh-oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish

I know it's normal to grow apart at our kind of age
But I was hoping that, boy, you like would be just a phase
And you'd run back to me, laugh and commiserate
But you've been gone for weeks
Guess Romeo's here to stay (stay)

Does it make me an awful person
'Cause I don't wanna lose
My favorite person
Nothing's worse than ever losing you
I'll never say it, but I'm praying
They don't find out who
They're looking for

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish, oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships (oh-oh), oh-oh
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it (whoa)
But under my breath
I got a death wish (wish)

How dare he go and take my favorite?
I loved you way before they did
I'll bite my tongue, no, I won't say it
Won't say it, won't say it

I know it sounds bad, like a death wish, oh-oh
But Cupid keeps killing my friendships, oh-oh (oh-oh)
Hope you never fall in love
Hope your dearest turns to dust
Though I'll never ever confess it
But under my breath
I got a death wish

I'll bite my tongue
No, I won't say it (I won't say it)
Under my breath
I got a death wish