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Today too is passing by
Just as this lifespan dictates
As finite numbers decrease
As beautiful numbers increase

Repository of memories
Old things are in the back of the shelf
Though they're covered in dust
They seem to shine with pride

Yet
By my side
Anxiety, applause, solidarity
In the muddled safety zone
Becomes dizzy
Morning languor
Platform three, semi-express train

Like blue
Sour spring and lilac
I'll wait for you here
Even the wounds of life units that start to hurt
I want to cherish them

Though there's no address to search
We forget
What we go through, what we gain
I wonder how we grow up

So that we don’t miss
The one-time chance
I always want to keep my heels lifted
But it's difficult

Though I thought of myself
As a candidate for the protagonist
Like a nameless role
Can't even make a spin-off

Just
By my side
When singing about trivial love
I don't want to be a liar
Fluttering chest
Morning estrangement
Board the express train with a shift

Shadows hurt
No value at all
Feels like I'm the only one alone
I hate nights
I hate you
I can't be kind

Light hurts
I hate hope
Feels like I'm being left behind
I hate nights
I'm scared of being alone
A twisted virtue of selfishness

Even incomplete feelings
I want to cherish them anyway
Even in days full of anxiety
I'll try to love

Feelings I've never felt
Lousy sense of defeat
All of them are
Driving me

Heartbeat shakes this earth, high five
Everything I staked, that summer too
Won't fade, can't forget
To live today

Though there's no address to search
We lose
For what, for whom
Do we increase our wounds

Just like how
Green grows after rain
Believing that nothing is meaningless
Let's proceed
Things without answers
That's why we might love them

Let's remember
The blue of those days
Even if bitterness accumulates
It's shining

Even scars that don't pay off
Let's acknowledge them
I love
Myself

I love you

Sugite yukun da kyou mo
Kono jumyou no toori ni
Kagiri aru suuji ga heru you ni
Utsukushii suuji ga fueru you ni

Omoi de no houko
Furui mono wa tana no oku ni
Hokori o kabutte iru no ni
Hokori ga hikatte mieru you ni

Saredo
By my side
Fuan kassai rentai
Nigottari no anzen chitai
Guwanguwan ni naru
Asagata no kentaikan
Sanban hoomu junkyu densha

Ao ni nita
Suppai haru to rairakku
Kimi o matsu yo koko de ne
Itamidasu jinsei tan'i no kizu mo
Itooshiku omoitai

Sagasu ate mo nai no ni
Wasurete shimau bokura wa
Nani o hete nani o ete
Otona ni natte yukun darou

Ikkai dake no chansu o
Miokutte shimau koto ga nai you ni
Itsudemo kakato o ukashite itai
Dakedo mo muzukashii you ni

Shujinkou no kouho
Kurai ni jibun o omotte ita no ni
Namae mo nai yaku no you na
Supinofu mo tsukurenai yo na

Takaga
By my side
Kudaranai ai o utau sai
Usotsuki ni wa naritakunai
Wasawasa suru mune
Asagata no utomashisa
Zurashite noru kyuukou densha

Kage ga itai
Kachi nanka nai
Boku dake ga hitori no you na
Yoru ga kirai
Kimi ga kirai
Yasashiku narenai boku desu

Hikari ga itai
Kibou nanka kirai
Boku dake oitakebori no you na
Yoru ga kirai
Hitori ga kowai
Wagamama ga kojireta bitoku

Fukanzen na omoi mo
Ikansen daiji ni shitakute
Fuan darake no hibi demo
Ai shite miru

Kanjita koto no nai
Kuso mitaina haibokukan mo
Dore mo kore mo ga boku o
Tsukiugokashiteru

Kodou ga yurasu kono daichi to haitacchi
Subete kaketa ano natsu mo
Iroase wa shinai wasurerarenai na
Kyou o ikiru tame ni

Sagasu ate mo nai no ni
Nakushite shimau bokura wa
Nan no tame ni dare no tame ni
Kizu o fuyashite yukun darou

Ame ga furu sono ato ni
Midori ga sodatsu you ni
Imi no nai koto wa nai to
Shinjite susumou ka
Kotae ga nai koto bakari
Dakara koso aisou tomo

Ano koro no ao o
Oboete iyou ze
Nigami ga kasanatte mo
Hikatteru

Wari ni awanai kizu mo
Mitomete ageyou ze
Boku wa boku jishin o
Aishiteru

Aiseteru