I Always Say I'm Leaving

If you think I wanna date you, then you're out of your mind
But then again, I don't know, you're probably right
'Cause I'm tryna find the answers, I've been looking for a sign
Like when you try to call me right at 5:55

I was starting not to miss you, but now I'm kinda bored
Do I like how you're winning and wanna even the score?
Do I like how we're nothing? Do I want something more?
Can we ever go back to how we were before?

I always say I'm leaving (leaving)
Every time I try to go (go, go, go, go)
I never really mean it (mean it)
And now I'm taking off my clothes
I always say I'm leaving
We both know that I won't (won't, won't, won't)
And nobody believes it
The door is never closed

Are we stuck inside this cycle, run around 'til we're dead?
Are our souls tied together, or are we fucked in the head?
'Cause as soon as I forget you, you're back in my bed
Every time that we started, I know that it's gonna end

We can't seem to get it right, so should I just let it go?
Should I find someone else and never pick up the phone?
'Cause as soon as we're in it, as soon as you feel like home
We just go back to the basics, go back to being alone

I always say I'm leaving (leaving)
Every time I try to go (go, go, go, go)
I never really mean it (mean it)
And now I'm taking off my clothes
I always say I'm leaving
We both know that I won't (won't, won't, won't)
And nobody believes it
The door is never closed

I'm kinda over it (and then I hear your voice)
I think I'm over it (and then I see your face)
I swear I'm over it (and then I smell your perfume)
I'm really over it
I'm kinda over it (and then I hear your voice)
I think I'm over it (and then I see your face)
I swear I'm over it (and then I smell your perfume)
I'm never over it (ooh)

No, I swear, I'm actually done this time, and we're not talking anymore
Like, are you sure?
Yes, I, I know I always say that, but
You say that every time
I know, but I actually, I swear, I mean it
You promise?
No

I always say I'm leaving (leaving)
Every time I try to go (go, go, go, go)
I never really mean it (mean it)
And now I'm taking off my clothes
I always say I'm leaving
We both know that I won't (won't, won't, won't)
And nobody believes it
The door is never closed