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(Oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, yeah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
They say it's neither poison nor medicine
What should I answer to that?
Meaningless words rain down
Only I am drenched
The voice that said it's worthless
Still lingers in my ears
Hey, was that kindness?
Or was it just a loss of control?
If you're going to cut it off saying it's boring,
Then cut off all of me too
Balance and atmosphere
I don't care, they're just in the way
I wanted to convey, I wanted to convey
That's all it was
This feeling like a burn in my chest
But if I say it, surely someone will
Laugh and say "that's a hassle," right?
Then I don't care anymore
I don't care, I don't care
Embracing this feeling
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah)
Getting used to not having expectations
Is a skill too, right?
If I rely on someone,
They'll quickly say I'm "heavy"
Even being treated kindly
I thought there might be a hidden agenda
But that's probably
Proof that I wanted to believe
Which one of us was wrong?
But if it's meaningless, meaningless excuses
I could find a hundred of them, you know
I just wanted to destroy it, that's all
With all the contradictions in my chest
If I could share it with someone,
I could have loved this pain too
But I don't care anymore
I don't care about anyone anymore
I can't tell anyone anymore
I can't hear this voice anymore
If I had put everything into words
Would something have changed?
But I was scared of being seen through
So I was the one who ran away
I wanted to convey it, honestly
With all the sparks in my chest
If it's a future walking with someone
Even scars wouldn't be so bad
Even so, I'm here now
Even alone, I'm here
Is it okay to convey it?
To someone, this feeling
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
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(Oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah, yeah)
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
Doku ni mo KUSURI ni mo naranai tte
Nante kotaereba iindarou?
Imi no nai kotoba no ame futte
Boku dake ga zubunure da
Kudaranai tte iwareta koe ga
Ima mo zutto mimi ni nokoru
Nee are wa yasashisa desu ka?
SORETOMO SHORI OCHI DESU KA?
Tsumannai tte kiru nara
Boku no zenbu mo kitte shimainayo
BARANSU toka kuuki toka
Shiranai yo jama na dake da shi
Tsutaetakatta tsutaetakatta
Tada sore dake nanoni
Kono mune no yakedo mitai na omoi
Demo ieba kitto dareka ga
"Mendoi" tte waraundesho?
Dattara mou shiranai ya
Shiranai ya shiranai ya
Kono omoi daita mama
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah)
Kitai nante shinai you ni
Nareru no mo SUKIRU desho?
Dareka ni tayottari sureba
Sugu "omoi" tte iwareru shi
Yasashiku sareru koto ni mo
Ura ga aru tte omotteta
Demo sore tte tabun
Shinjitakatta shouko nanda
Machigatteta no wa docchi nandarou?
Demo imi nai imi nai iiwake dattara 100 toori mitsukarundakedo ne
Kowashitakatta tada sore dake
Kono mune no mujun goto zenbu
Dareka to wakerareru nara
Kono itami mo aiseta yo
Dakedo mou shiranai ya
Minna nante shiranai ya
Mou dare ni mo ienai ya
Kono koe mo kikoenai ya
Moshimo zenbu kotoba ni shitara
Nani ka ga kawatteta kana?
Demo misukasareru no ga kowakute
Nigeta no wa boku datta
Tsutaetakatta honto wa ne
Kono mune no hibana goto zenbu
Dareka to aruku mirai nara
Kizu datte warukunai yo
Soredemo ima koko ni iru
Hitori demo koko ni iru
Tsutaetemo ii no kana
Kono omoi o dareka ni
(Ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah, oh ah-ah-ah-ah-ah)
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