草々不一

"One more," "Just a bit more"
Even in a life where I threw tantrums,
Now that I've grown,
I'm not even part of the demands cycle.

Today again, without learning my lesson, swaying,
I shifted the focus of my heart,
For someone who isn't myself,
It was days of smiling.

Whose words were they for,
Whose gestures were they for,
Hey, I was waiting,
For a place to cry for me.

Days that only hurt now,
Burst away with your words,
Gently getting wet, longing for love,
Drowning in your eyes, sincerely yours.

Today's weather is rainy,
Like my heart.
I'm waiting for the sun to shine through
From the edges of the clouds, aimlessly.

Sinking in the sea,
Holding onto pride I can't abandon,
I can't even say I want to quit now,
With a selfish heart.

Whose future was it for,
Whose efforts were they for,
Hey, I was waiting,
For this wave that washes everything away.

Nights that only hurt now,
Are starting to break with your words,
My heart is overflowing, my eyes are stolen,
The more I turn away, the more I drown.

My heart is here,
To shine a light on your darkness,
For the sake of offering lies, love,
Now it's sprouted, sincerely yours.

"ato hitotsu" "mou sukoshi"
dada o koneta jinsei mo
se ga nobita
ima ja juyou no saikuru ni mo hairanai

kyou mo korizu yure ugoku
kokoro no shouten o zurashite
jibun ja nai dareka no tame ni
warau hibi deshita

dare no tame no kotoba dattan darou
dare no tame no shigusa dattan darou
nee matte ta no
watashi no tame no naki basho o

kizutsuku dake no hibi ga ima
anata no kotoba de hajiketonda
yuruyaka ni nurete yuku koikogarete yuku
anata no hitomi ni oboreteku no sousou fuitsu

honjitsu wa amemoyou
watashi no kokoro no you desu
taa mo naku kumo no kirehashi kara sasu hi o
matteimasu

umi no naka shizundeku
sute kirenai hokori o kakaete
mou yametai mo ienai
wagamama na kokoro

dare no tame no mirai dattan darou
dare no tame no doryoku dattan darou
nee matte ta no
subete o sarau kono nami o

kizutsuku dake no yoru ga ima
anata no kotoba de akedashita
kokoro ga afurete yuku me o ubawarete yuku
somukeru hodo ni oboreteku no

watashi no kokoro wa koko ni aru no
anata no yami o terasu hikari o
sasageru tame no uso ga ai ga
ima mebaete shimatta no sousou fuitsu