Zarame

A nameless blade has pierced
my heart, where's the way to pull it out?
If I keep going like this
I'll end up sacrificing my arms and legs

I can't predict from what angle
it's aiming at me
I didn't have the strength
to run away immediately

"Kill your emotions" "I understand the misery"
I grabbed my own collar and cried

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Convince myself again and put it in order
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation
So I can walk correctly on this long forest path

Finally found a place to belong
Without realizing, I'm crushed without even making a sound
Stuffed in and swelling up
The truth, smudged in the notebook

"Peel off the current situation" "I understand the pain"
I turned it around so many times I couldn't understand it anymore

Don't leave, don't leave, don't leave
Chanting that again, I lock it away
I want to move forward, yet I'm being threatened
What I should fight now is my own cursed body

"Kill your emotions" "I understand the misery"
I grabbed my own collar and cried

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Convince myself again and put it in order
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation
So I can walk correctly on this long forest path

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear

The lead fragments left in my chest
Will they melt away someday?

kono mune ni sasatta
mumei no yaiba o nuku sube wa doko
sorosoro koushitecha
te mo ashi mo gisei ni naru na

donna kakudo de neratte kuru no ka
yosoku dekinai
ima sugu nigerareru tsuyosa wa
mochiawasete nakatta

"kanjou o korose" "mijisa wa shouchi de"
jibun no munagura o tsukande naita

kienaide kieneide kieneide
iikikasete mata totonoeru
kawaritai tamerawazu ikiru hito ni
kono nagai mori no michi o tadashiku arukeru you ni

yatto mitsuketa ibasho
itsu no ma ni koe mo dasazu ni tsubureru
oshikonde fukuramu
hontou no koto nijinda nooto

"genjou o hagase" "itami wa shouchi de"
nando mo megurase wakaranaku natta

ikanaide ikanaide ikanaide
sou tonaete mata tojikomeru
susumitai sorenanoni obiyasarete iru
ima tatakau beki mono wa norowareta jibun no shintai

"kanjou o korose" "mijisa wa shouchi de"
jibun no munagura o tsukande naita

kienaide kieneide kieneide
iikikasete mata totonoeru
kawaritai tamerawazu ikiru hito ni
kono nagai mori no michi o tadashiku arukeru you ni

kienaide kieneide kieneide
kienaide kieneide kieneide

kono mune ni nokotta namari no kuzu wa
itsuka tokeru darou ka