どうしてもどうしても

I can't remember the beginning anymore
It was so dramatic
But if I were to name it
It seemed like it just happened

I thought maybe I could do it
Because it was that day when I knew nothing
Now everything is so dazzling
I think of them as distant and precious

I lost, found, and received
Burning my reasons, lighting them up afterward

No matter what, ah, no matter what
That's all that was left
The reward is alright
I came here to grab it

Even on rainy days, or days with strong winds
Stacking coincidences and normalities
So that someday, this will turn into
A miracle found nowhere else

Pierced through, imitated, and was conceited
Burning my own answers, lighting them up even afterward

No matter what, ah, no matter what
What I want is the same
Using thirst as a signpost
I came here to grab it

Effort and outcomes
In a story that repeats
Even if it's just a part
This moment is my turn

Meeting, parting
The future I saw that day
I am here
I won't run or hide, ah

Embraced, broke, and fixed
Burning my one and only life, lighting it up afterward

No matter what, ah, no matter what
That's all that was left
The reward is alright
I came here to welcome it

Effort and outcomes
In a story that repeats
Even if it's just a part
This moment is my turn
Gather all the light
This moment is my turn

Oh-whoa, ooh
Oh, whoa

Hajimari wa mou omoidasenai
Sore wa totemo doramachikku de
Dakedo namae wo tsukete shimaeba
Nariyuki datta you na

Dekiru kamo nante omoeta no wa
Nani mo shiranai ano hi dakara de
Ima ja dore mo totemo mabushiku
Tooku toutoku omou

Nakushitari mitsuketari moraetari shita
Boku dake no riyuu wo moyashite tomoshita sono ato de

Doushitemo aa doushitemo
Nokotta no wa sore dake
Gohoubi wa daijoubu da yo
Koko ni tsukami ni kitan da

Ame no hi mo tsuyoi kaze no hi demo
Guuzen to futsuu wo tsumikasanete
Kore ga itsuka doko ni mo nai
Kiseki ni kawaru you ni

Tsuranuitari maneshitari unubore tari shita
Boku dake no seikai wo moyashite tomoshita sono ato demo

Doushitemo aa doushitemo
Hoshii mono wa onaji de
Kawaki wo mejirushi ni shite
Koko ni tsukami ni kitan da

Doryoku to ketsumatsu ga
Kurikaesareru monogatari no
Hon no ichibu da to shitatte
Kono shunkan wa boku no ban da

Deai yo wakare yo
Ano hi mita mirai yo
Boku wa koko da
Nige mo kakure mo shinai aa

Dakishimete kowashitari naoshitari shita
Hitotsu dake no jinsei wo moyashite tomoshita sono ato de

Doushitemo aa doushitemo
Nokotta no wa sore dake
Gohoubi wa daijoubu da yo
Koko ni mukae ni kitan da

Doryoku to ketsumatsu ga
Kurikaesareru monogatari no
Hon no ichibu da to shitatte
Kono shunkan wa boku no ban da
Hikari yo subete atsumare
Kono shunkan wa boku no ban da

Oh-whoa, ooh
Oh, whoa