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Why does the scent of rain make me nostalgic?
Why does my heart start to flutter when summer approaches?
Why do I tear up when people laugh at me?
Is it okay to think that someday it'll all be worth it?

The word "goodbye" tears my heart apart like this,
And even now, I stopped in my tracks at the few fleeting moments of sunset.

"Teacher, I have a question about life.
Will it be easier from now on?
Will you tell me that no one really knows?
Look, I don't want any suffering.
I want to live without doing anything.
Is it selfish to only want to see the blue sky?"

Why can I lie even when my heart hurts?
Why do only bad people seem to gain?
Why does happiness include a yen sign?
Is it intentional that removing one line turns it into pain?

Youth has a price tag stuck on its back,
Expecting some kind of Hitchcock-like suspense somewhere.

"Teacher, it doesn't matter.
Just being alive hurts.
Nietzsche and Freud never wrote how to fill this hole.
Just closing my eyes to the scent of summer,
Let's draw the height of clouds with our fingers.
Is it selfish to only want to see memories?"

Dramatic stories where people die sell well, don't they?
Even the value placed on the moment flowers fall became unbearable.
What was your dream, teacher?
Do you forget those things when you grow up?

"Teacher, I have a question about life.
Will it be easier from now on?
The idea that tears make people stronger was all sophistry.
Ah, it's not that the future doesn't matter; reality just flickers,
And summer feels so far away.
Is this really okay?
Is it alright to keep living like this?
Will you tell me that only I can know that?
I just want to close my eyes to the scent of summer.
I want to be blown by the wind forever.
Is it selfish to only want to see the blue sky?"

Is it selfish to only want to know about you?

「Ame no nioi ni natsukashiku naru no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Natsu ga chikadzuku to mune ga sawameku no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Hito ni warawaretara namida ga deru no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Soredemo itsuka mukuwareru kara to omoeba iindeshou ka.」

Sayonara tte kotoba de konna ni mune o saite
Ima mo tatta suushun no yuuyake ni ashi ga tomatte ita

「Sensei, jinsei soudan desu.
Kono saki raku desu ka.
Sonna no dare mo wakari wa shinai yo nante iwaremasu ka.
Hora, kurushisa nante hoshii wake nai.
Nani mo shinai de ikite itai.
Aozora dake ga mitai no wa wagamama desu ka.」

「Mune ga itande mo uso ga tsukeru no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Warui hito bakari ga e o shiteru no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Shiawase no moji ga \yen o fukumu no wa nan de nandesho ka.
Hitotsu sen o nukeba tsurasa ni naru no wa wazato nandesho ka.」

Seishun tte nefuda ga senaka ni hararete ite
Hitchcock mitai na sasupensu o doko ka kitai shite ita

「Sensei, dou demo iin desu yo.
Ikiteru dake de itain desu yo.
Nīche mo Furoito mo kono ana no umekata wa kakanain da.
Tada natsu no nioi ni me o tsumutte,
Kumo no takasa o yubi de egakou.
Omoide dake ga mitai no wa wagamama desu ka.」

「Doramachikku ni hito ga shinu sutoorii tte ureru janai desu ka.
Hana no chirigiwa ni sura ne ga tsuku no mo iya ni narimashita.
Sensei no yume wa nan dattan desu ka.
Otona ni naru to wasurechau mono nan desu ka.」

「Sensei, jinsei soudan desu.
Kono saki raku desu ka.
Namida ga hito o tsuyoku suru nante zenbu kiben deshita.
Aa, kono saki dou demo ii wake nakute, genjitsu dake ga chiratsuite,
Natsu ga tookute.
Kore demo hontou ni iin desu ka.
Kono mama ikite mo iin desu ka.
Sonna no kimi ni shika wakaranai yo nante iwaremasu ka.
Tada natsu no nioi ni me o tsumuritai.
Itsumade mo kaze ni fukaretai.
Aozora dake ga mitai no wa wagamama desu ka.」

Anata dake o shiritai no wa wagamama desu ka