DON’T YOU SEE ME TRYING?

(Par-ei-do-lia)
(Par-ei-do-lia)
(Everything that I love will destroy me in the end)
(So I break my own heart over and over again)

Deep breath, exhale, this is how it always ends
My heart givin' out, dinner party full of friends
New loves, old beds, I've been seein' ghosts again
"All good, no thanks," hunger in the growin' pains

How do I know how to make this stop?
When the world keeps spinnin' and I want to get off
Whatever I seem, I was never as tough
I was never as clean as you think that I was

I hide in plain sight
I'm gonna dance till my death
And, God, it feels nice to be this recklеss again
I'm not myself, I haven't been in some timе
But don't you see me tryin'?
Don't you see me tryin'?
New fame, body ache, I feel like a child again
Hungry for attention, looking for it in the wrong place
Growing pains, growing wings
Right between my shoulder blades
Glass hips shatter under plastic skin, oh

How do I know when enough is enough?
Did I take it too far?
Concern looks like love
The going gets good, then I fuck things up
I just stay right here and I never grow up

I hide in plain sight
I'm gonna dance till my death
And, God, it feels nice to be this careless again
Not myself, I haven't been in some time
But, don't you see me tryin'?
Don't you see me?
I hide in plain sight
I'm goin' back to the wreck
And, God, it feels nice in ways I don't understand
One more time, and then, I swear, I'll be fine
But, don't you see me tryin'?
Don't you see me tryin'?

(Don't you see me tryin'?)
(Don't you see me?)
(Don't you see me tryin'?)

Everything that I love will destroy me in the end
So I break my own heart over and over again
Everything that I love will destroy me in the end
So I break my own heart over and over again
Everything that I love will destroy me in the end
So I break my own heart over and over again
Everythin' that I love will destroy me in the end
So I break my own heart over and over again

I hide in plain sight
I'm gonna dance till my death
And, God, it feels nice to be this reckless again
I'm not myself, I haven't been in some time
But, don't you see me tryin'?
Don't you see me tryin'?