ビターバカンス

When days feel suffocating
You should take a break
That person is doing well too
So just go on a vacation

Trying not to care
"Fight" to protect every day
Wait a minute,
I should just laugh,
But tears suddenly fall

There's someone I can't catch up to
That magical presence
There's a part of me that just feels ashamed
Will I someday
Just give up?

That not everything is painful
I want to teach myself, I want to teach, I want to teach
Though time passes lazily
A bit sweet, bittersweet
Isn't that love?
At least doing what I like
Isn't that okay?

Weekend gatherings of people
Crowds and waiting in line
Those who seem to be doing well
Have gained wounds somewhere, on and off

I don't want to be disliked
I even want everyone to like me
Just a little
Pushing myself feels unpleasant
No tears at zero hour

Love or romance
Friendship, I don't understand
No need to overthink it
Somewhere out there
Is there someone waiting for me?

That not everything is painful
I want to teach you, I want to teach, I want to teach
In the end, though I go far away
I'll cherish today that makes me smile
Someday, it's goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

A crowd full of enviable people
I want to try telling you "I like you"
There are days that aren't fun
Can't deny that

That not everything is painful
I know, I know, I know
Someday you'll forget
The days and the scent we spent together

When days feel suffocating
Just take a little rest
Just rest, just take a break

Iki ga tsumaru you na hibi ga tsuzuitara
Kyuuka o toreba ii
Ano hito mo jouzu ni chanto yareteru shi
Bakansu ni icchaeba ii

Ki ni shinai you ni "shitari"
Mamoru tame ni "tatakau" mainichi
Chotto, matte,
Warau shika nai hazu na no ni
Namida ga dechau kyuu ni

Oitsukenai hito ga iru
Sono majikaru o
Tada hajichau jibun ga iru
Itsuka wa ne
Boku wa akiramete shimau no deshou ka

Tsurai koto bakka ja nai tte koto o
Boku ni oshietai oshietai oshietai
Guda guda jikan wa sugiteiku kedo
Choppiri amai kurai na horonigai ga
Ai janai?
Yappari suki na koto o suru kurai wa
Ii janai?

Hito ga tsudou shuumatsu
Retsu ga komi junban machi youin
Jouzu ni yatte mieru ano hito mo
Doko ka de kizutsuki eta on to ofu o

Kirawaretaku nai shi
Nannara minna ni sukaretai shi
Chotto dake
Muri shiteru jibun ga kimochi warukute
Namida mo denai 0 ji

Ai toka koi toka
Yuujou toka wakaranai kedo
Muzukashiku kangaenakute ii
Doko ka ni
Watashi o matteru hito wa iru no deshou ka

Tsurai koto bakka ja nai tte koto o
Kimi ni oshietai oshietai oshietai
Kekkyoku tooku e icchau kedo mo
Waraeru kyou o daiji ni shimatte okou
Itsuka wa baibai baibai baibai

Urayamashii hito bakari no hitodakari
Suki tte tsutaete mitai kimi ni
Tanoshikunai hi mo ne aru no wa
Iname ya shinai kedo ne

Tsurai koto bakka ja nai tte koto o
Boku wa wakatteru wakatteru wakatteru
Itsuka kimi wa wasureru deshou
Boku to sugoshita hibi o kaori o

Iki ga tsumaru you na hibi ga tsuzuitara
Choppiri yasumeba ii
Yasumeba ii yasunjyaeba ii