いらないもの

Beloved was shaken off
I don't need it anymore, can't stay here
Trivial happiness is fleeting
It's already gone

The number of seasons I lost
How many futures have I taken away? Ah
Breathing with the promises I received
I've been dreaming sad dreams forever
I wonder how long it's been since then

Even if I tear up and throw away your letter
Even if I try to cover the pain
I'm still tightly connected to those days
This chain
I can't break it, it's my fault
It's the fault of my shaken weakness
More than the deep scars engraved
The kindness you gave me still hurts
It's your fault I become lonely
It's the fault of the happy seasons
Ah, let's burn love here
It's something I don't need anymore

Like a bookshelf with an unnatural gap
I wonder what was missing
In the quiet room
I found a bottomless void

It's my fault I can't throw it away
It's the fault of this smoldering determination
Whether you're beside me or not
I couldn't wipe away the anxiety
It's your fault I become lonely
It's the fault of the happy seasons
Ah, let's turn away
It's something I don't need anymore

Even now, just like before, swaying in that memory
I can only hear the sound of blood drying
If we meet somewhere
I'll wave like I did back then

Hiding from your eyes
Trying to escape your world
In the days burned into my heart
This chain tightly connected

I can't break it, it's my fault
It's the fault of my shaken weakness
More than the deep scars engraved
The kindness you gave me still hurts
It's your fault I become lonely
It's the fault of the happy seasons
Ah, let's burn love here
It's something I don't need anymore

Along with thoughts turned to sand
I crushed them, destruction
Like a rusted, dull curse
Cutting into my cheeks
With vague choices
I shook off my beloved
I don't need it anymore, can't stay here
Trivial happiness is fleeting
It's already gone

Saiai wa furihodoitan da
Mou iranai koko ni irannai kara
Taainai koufuku wa fuwatto
Mou inakunatta na

Ushinatte shimatta kisetsu no kazu
Ubaitotte shimatta mirai wa ikutsu? Ah
Uketotta yakusoku de kokyuu o shite
Zutto kanashii yume o miteita
Are kara dorekurai tattadarou

Tegami o yabutte sutetemo
Itami de nuritsubushite mitemo
Mada ano hibi to kataku tsunagatte iru
Kono kusari o
Tachikirenai no wa boku no sei da
Yuraide shimatta yowasa no sei da
Kizamareta fukai kizu yori
Kimi ga kureta yasashisa ga itai yo mada
Sabishiku naru no wa kimi no sei da
Shiawase datta kisetsu no sei da
Ah ai wa koko de moyasou
Sore wa boku ni wa mou iranai mono

Fushizen ni kakete iru hondana no you
Tarinai no wa nandattarou
Shizuka na heya no naka de mitsukete shimatta
Soko no nai kuuhaku o

Sutekirenai no wa boku no sei da
Kono kusubutta ketsui no sei da
Tonari ni itemo inakutemo
Fuan wa nuguenai mama datta no ni
Sabishiku naru no wa kimi no sei da
Shiawase datta kisetsu no sei da
Ah isso me o somukeyou
Sore wa boku ni wa mou iranai mono

Ima demo onaji you ni ano omokage ni yureru
Tada ketsueki no kawaku oto ga kikoeru
Dokoka de aetara
Mata ano koro no you ni te o furukara

Kimi no hitomi kara mi o kakushite
Kimi no sekai kara nigekirou to
Kokoro ni yakitsuita hibi ni
Kataku tsunagatta kono kusari o

Tachikirenai no wa boku no sei da
Yuraide shimatta yowasa no sei da
Kizamareta fukai kizu yori
Kimi ga kureta yasashisa ga itai yo mada
Sabishiku naru no wa kimi no sei da
Shiawase datta kisetsu no sei da
Ah ai wa koko de moyasou
Sore wa boku ni wa mou iranai mono

Suna ni natta omoi goto
Fumitsubushita disutorakushon
Sabibi nibutta noroi no you
Kirikizanda boku no hoho
Aimai na sentaku de
Saiai wa furihodoitan da
Mou iranai koko ni irannai kara
Taainai koufuku wa fuwatto
Mou inakunatta na