Rendezvous

If you're gonna say
That life was meant to be wasted wasted away
Then why are you so desperate
In this heated heated debate?

If you're gonna stay afloat
Claim drifting is the only only way
Then why are you so desperate for control?
Chains covered by fancy clothes

Again and again I sighed
Again and again I was silent
Again and again closed my eyes
Nauseating light

Again and again I climbed
Again and again I have fallen
Again and again I ignored
Voices inside

The staircase slips and fades
From the elevator you smile and wave

If you're gonna say
That we were results of unintended unintended fate
Then why is it that I always
Notice the silhouette the silhouette you display?

If you're gonna stay buoyant
Claim drifting is the only only way
Then why is it that we always
End up returning to this place?

A spontaneous rendezvous
Inhale the perfume on your neck
Leaving scratches on my back
One more time

Again and again I sighed
Again and again I was silent
Again and again closed my eyes
Nauseating light

Again and again I climbed
Again and again I have fallen
Again and again I learned

That my bloodied knuckles gave me comfort
Even with all this resentment and anger
It's still much better than feeling nothing at all

Again and again I was hurt
Again and again irritated
Again and again reaching out
To the alluring light

Again and again I thought
Again and again I discovered
Again and again I felt more like myself