vous

I want to see you, it hurts

My body becomes a little lighter
Filled with newfound pain
For some reason, it's not enough, life rings
A cursed heart

Even if I put it into words
With untouchable love
It's a memory that pleads not to fade

Still, I painted it
Holding today with you
Every time tears touch my skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how many times I'm reborn
Even if my eye color changes
I want to keep staring
To the point where I can't forget

Like picking up something dropped
Burying yesterday in my eyelids
For some reason, it's not enough, life cries
A heartbeat that can't mix

Before I knew it, night began to fall
With a voice that can't become sound
It's a record that pleads not to go

Even in dreams, I painted it
Holding your prayers
Every time tears touch my skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how we meet anew
Even if sins pile up
I want to keep staring
To the point where it wavers and blurs

High and far, unreachable
Close and fragile, drawn together
Breathing into the thread
While only feelings smolder

Among numerous pure
Wishes that contradict
Red dazzled by blue
The two are not evil

Even now, I painted it
Holding today with you
Every time tears touch my skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how many times I'm reborn
Even if my eye color changes
I want to keep staring
To the point where I can't forget

Even now, only you

Aitai itai

Sukoshi karuku naru karada wo
Oboetate no itami de ume
Nazeka tarizu inochi ga naru
Norowareta kokoro

Tatoeba kotoba ni shitemo
Te furenai ai de
Asenaide tte yomu kioku da

Soredemo egaite shimatta
Anata to kyou wo daite
Namida hada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shirunda
Doredake umare kawatte
Me no iro kawatte shimatte mo
Wasurerarenai kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Otoshimono wo hirou you ni
Kinou made wo mabuta ni ume
Nazeka tarizu inochi ga naku
Mazarenai kodou

Kizukeba furidashita yoru
Koe ni naranai koe de
Ikanaide tte kou kiroku da

Yume demo egaite shimatta
Anata no inori wo daite
Namida hada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shirunda
Doredake deai naoshite
Tsumi ga kasanatte shimatte mo
Yurete boyakeru kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Takaku tooku todokanakute
Chikaku moroku hiki au
Ito ni iki wo musubi
Omoi dake ga iburu mama de

Kazu aru seiren na
Negai to aihan shita
Ao ni kuranda aka
Futari wa aku ni arazu

Ima demo egaite shimatta
Anata to kyou wo daite
Namida hada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shirunda
Doredake umare kawatte
Me no iro kawatte shimatte mo
Wasurerarenai kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Ima demo anata dake