The weight of choice

One wrong button even now
Can't be undone somewhere in my heart
I think of the future we laughed back then
Though I can never go back
There is no map, no perfect line
Just scars that mark a will like mine
On the path I decided like a prayer
I hurt, I get hurt
Even so, I still have to go
To never regret again
I choose
This world is too cruel
Filled with extreme irrationality
The voice that whispers "sorry"
Fell like the rain of winter
Through all the haze, through all the dark
I'm chasing a glimmer of hope
Every breath I take, I feel the pain
Standing on the irreversible past
Yet now, the future is still
Here
Don't run away, face it
Doubting myself countless times
Grasping tightly every possibility
If only, I think
Because I'm full of mistakes
To never regret again
I choose
I hurt, I get hurt
Even so, I still have to go
So I can be proud of this step I've taken
Even if this life comes to an end
So it will never disappear

machigaeta botan no hitotsu ga ima demo
mune no dokoka de hazusenai mama de
ano toki waraeta mirai o omou nda
kesshite modore wa shinai keredo
There is no map, no perfect line
Just scars that mark a will like mine
inoru you ni kimeta michi o
kizutsukete, kizutsuite
soredemo mada boku wa zutto ikanakucha
mou nidoto koukai shinai you ni
erabunda
kono sekai wa amari ni mo
zankoku de hidoku fujouri ni michite iru
「gomen」 to tsubuyaku koe wa
fuyu no ame no you ni ochita
Through all the haze, through all the dark
I'm chasing a glimmer of hope
iki o suru tabi itami o kanjiru
hiki kaesenai kako no ue ni tatte iru
soredemo ima wa, mirai wa mada
koko ni aru
mou nigenai de, muki awanakucha
kazoe kirenai hodo jibun o utagatte
hitotsu hitotsu no kanousei o
tsuyoku nigirishimete
moshimo, nante sa
omou koto bakari
machigai darake no boku dakara
mou nidoto koukai shinai you ni
erabunda
kizutsukete, kizutsuite
soredemo mada boku wa zutto ikanakucha
fumidashita kono ippo ga hokoreru you ni
tatoe kono inochi ga tsukita toshite mo
kesshite kienai you ni