When I Wake Up

Wake up in the morning and I feel like this
Yeah, I was calling out a bitch, being a tryst
And I was dope, don't man, but I'll do it again
And I was running out of gas, so I'm doing it dead
Then I went along with a suicide
Didn't wanna leave, it was on my mind
And then I looked into the mirror and I wasn't saved
I was one more gone again today

But I'm doing fine, killing time
And I'm, I'm doing fine, killing time
When I wake up, I don't know where I was last night

Get in the car at a quarter to three
And I was looking at a lady who was looking at me
And I was trying hard to think, but I couldn't drink
'Cause I was already on some trip I need
And I was on my knees and I wanted to be
Everything I could and I couldn't believe
So I got in the back, I was feeling the rush
So I run, I run, I'm running again

And I'm doing fine, killing time
And I'm, I'm doing fine, killing time
Over the line with a friend of mine
I'm doing fine, killing time
When I wake up, I don't know where I was last night (fuck)

Me, I couldn't be alone with me
I wanted to be young and alone with me
I don't wanna do it, make a clone of me
I don't want it in, tear it out of me
Couldn't find a pulse, what is wrong with me?
Treat me like a dog, fetch a bone for me
I couldn't be what I wanna be
And I run, I run, I'm burning in fantasy

I'm doing fine, killing time
And I'm, I'm doing fine, killing time
Over the line with a friend of mine
I'm doing fine, killing time
When I wake up, I don't know where I was last night