abyss in the world

A model answer-like existence
Neither good nor bad, semi-transparent
But the decadent arrogance
Melts into the night, to the end of the abyss

Alright, so correct it's dizzying
Alright, so blurry it's close
Time seems to stop, almost forgotten
I want to know more about you
I want to know, I want to know
I want to see, it hurts, I want to see

I am a purely innocent existence
Holding an indulgence in one hand
Ignorance became someone's pain
Not knowing, not knowing, I will know the pain

Look, so quiet it's noisy
So cold it might burn
I want to disappear like drifting
Carrying all this sin

I want to be on an escapade, tears don't stop
Growing in solitude without being seen

What awaited you was despair
Released like a scream, yet silent
The light of the stars is silent
I saw you in a dream

What was definitely there, precious
The future of billions of light years
Strongly illuminated you
Hello, hello, it's an eternal moment

Surely since the time of birth, you were by my side
A witness to my history
Because "death" is there, it shone
Like a deep friend, I can fall, look

Even beyond time, I want to live in the present
Past and future, I want to exist forever
Feelings born with a time difference
If it's just loneliness, I want to go see you

At the bottom of the abyss, something unseen
I saw someone no longer in the sky I looked up to

Even an escapade is fine, the tears will clear
Growing in solitude without being seen

Everything about you had meaning
Even if there's a thought held alone
I hope it reaches the lonely ones of the future
That's what "believing" is

What awaited you was despair
Released like a scream, yet silent
The light of the stars is silent
I saw you in a dream

What was definitely there, precious
The future of billions of light years
Strongly illuminated you
Hello, hello, it's an eternal moment

Thoughts embraced by solitude will not disappear
Surely, someday, they'll become light that surpasses someone's night

Mohan kaitou teki na sonzai desu
Ka mo naku fu ka mo naku hantoumei da
Dakedo taihaiteki na manshin ga
Yoru ni tokedasu naraku no hate made mo

Oorai tadashisugiru you ni memai
Oorai boyakesugiru you ni chikai
Jikan ga tomatta you na wasurechaisou na
Kimi o motto shiritai
Shiritai shiritai
Mitai itai mitai

Boku wa junsuimuku na sonzai desu
Menzaifu o katate ni choudai
Muchi ga dare ka no itami ni natteita
Shiranai shiranai itami o shirunda

Hora, shizukasugiru you ni urusai
Yaketeshimaisou ni tsumetai
Kono tsumi mo zenbu seotte
Tadayou you ni kiesatte shimaitai na

Touhikou de itai na namida wa yamanu
Dare ni mo mirarezu ni kodoku no naka de sodatteku

Kimi o matteita no wa zetsubou de
Sakebu you ni hanate do seijaku de
Hoshiboshi no hikari wa chinmoku de
Yume no naka de kimi o mitanda

Soko ni tashika ni atta taisetsu ga
Nanjuuokukounen no mirai ga
Tsuyoku kimi o terashidashitanda
Haroo haroo eien no you na isshun da

Kitto umareta toki kara soba ni ita
Boku no rekishi no shounin da
"Shi" ga itekureru kara kagayaita
Fukai tomo no you ni ochite iken da hora

Toki o koete nao ima ni ikitai
Kako mo mirai mo towa ni aritai
Jikansa de umareta kanjou ga
Tada kodoku to iu nara ai ni ikitai

Naraku no soko ni imada minu nani ka
Miageta sora ni mou inai dare ka o mitanda

Touhikou demo iin da namida wa hareru
Dare ni mo mirarezu ni kodoku no naka de sodatteku

Kimi no subete ni imi ga atta tte
Hitori kakaeru omoi ga atta tte
Mirai no kodoku na mono ni todoite hoshii
Sore ga "shinjiru" nanda

Kimi o matteita no wa zetsubou de
Sakebu you ni hanate do seijaku de
Hoshiboshi no hikari wa chinmoku de
Yume no naka de kimi o mitanda

Soko ni tashika ni atta taisetsu ga
Nanjuuokukounen no mirai ga
Tsuyoku kimi o terashidashitanda
Haroo haroo eien no you na isshun da

Kodoku ni dakareta omoi wa kienai
Kitto itsuka dare ka no yoru o koeru hikari ni naru