Lemon

If it were a dream, how much better it would be
Even now, I see you in my dreams
Like going back to retrieve forgotten things
I dust off the memories of the past

You taught me that there are happinesses that won't return
The dark past I hid without saying
Would remain dark forever without you

Surely, there is nothing that could hurt more than this
I know that

Even that day's sadness, even that day's pain
I loved it all, with you
The bitter lemon scent that remains in my heart and won't leave
Until the rain stops, I can't go home
Even now, you are my light

In the darkness, I traced your back
I remember that outline vividly
Whenever I encounter something I can't fully grasp
The tears overflow endlessly

What were you doing, what were you watching
With a profile I didn't know

If somewhere, you are now
In the same kind of tears and loneliness as me
Please forget about me
I wish for that from the bottom of my heart
Even now, you are my light

To you, who I loved more than I thought
Since then, I can't breathe as I wish

Even though you were so close, it feels like a lie
I can't forget, that's the only certainty

Even that day's sadness, even that day's pain
I loved it all, with you
The bitter lemon scent that remains in my heart and won't leave
Until the rain stops, I can't go home
Like one half of a divided fruit
Even now, you are my light

Yume naraba dore hodo yokatta deshou
Imada ni anata no koto o yume ni miru
Wasureta mono o tori ni kaeru you ni
Furubita omoide no hokori o harau

Modoranai shiawase ga aru koto o
Saigo ni anata ga oshiete kureta
Ieezu ni kakushiteta kurai kako mo
Anata ga inakya eien ni kurai mama

Kitto mou kore ijou kizutsuku koto nado
Ari wa shinai to wakatte iru

Ano hi no kanashimi sae ano hi no kurushimi sae
Sono subete o aishiteta anata to tomo ni
Mune ni nokori hanarenai nigai remon no nioi
Ame ga furiyamu made wa kaerenai
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari

Kurayami de anata no se o nazotta
Sono rinkaku o senmei ni oboete iru
Uketomekirenai mono to deau tabi
Afurete yamanai no wa namida dake

Nani o shiteita no nani o miteita no
Watashi no shiranai yokogao de

Doko ka de anata ga ima
Watashi to onaji you na
Namida ni kure sabishisa no naka ni iru nara
Watashi no koto nado douka wasurete kudasai
Sonna koto o kokoro kara negau hodo ni
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari

Jibun ga omou yori koi o shiteita anata ni
Are kara omou you ni iki ga dekinai

Anna ni soba ni ita no ni maru de uso mitai
Totemo wasurerarenai sore dake ga tashika

Ano hi no kanashimi sae ano hi no kurushimi sae
Sono subete o aishiteta anata to tomo ni
Mune ni nokori hanarenai nigai remon no nioi
Ame ga furiyamu made wa kaerenai
Kiriwaketa kajitsu no katahou no you ni
Ima demo anata wa watashi no hikari