五月猫

If the Earth
were to explode, with everyone
ending together,
how many times have I thought that?
If everyone in the world
gave up their dreams,
then no one's heart
would have holes in it.

Rebirth
On the last day of Earth,
music Lala
Give me a passport
to the next life.

God,
why is it only me
that ends up thinking this?
I questioned it many times.
I don't understand what's right.
A day when all of humanity
can feel happy
is something that will never
come in a lifetime,
I worried,
May Cat.

If you
were to leave too,
then this spring's
meeting was only
to know separation.
If mental age
had a lifespan,
my youth would have long
been dead.

Dear
Me in ten years,
I fulfilled my dreams,
saying what a wonderful world
this is...
there's no way.

What is reality?
Just living, living, and breathing
isn't enough.
Why didn't they teach that from the start?
Semi-permanent and ephemeral,
holding a time bomb,
feeling like this,
only I
need to.

I might as well laugh
eternally in a dream,
if only I could live like that.
Even the day
you become a star,
I don't know.
I don't know,
it's fine not to know.

God,
why is it June,
but my illness doesn't heal?
I was searching for a name
because I can't get used to time.
A life like this with no
final episode in the drama,
even if it ends anytime,
it's the same,
so it's fine.

My illness
has no name,
365 days
I keep thinking.
Someday the Earth
will end,
about that future day.

moshi chikyuu ga
bakuhatsu shitara mina goto
owatte shimaeba tte
nando omotta darou
moshi sekaijuu no hito ga
yume o akirametara
dare no kokoro ni mo
ana ga akazu sumu darou

saisei
chikyuu saigo no hi no
myuujikku Lala
raise e no
pasupooto o kudasai

kamisama,
nande konna boku dake ga
to omotte shimau no deshou
tte nando mo toitadashita
tadashisa ga wakaranakute
zenjinrui ga shiawase da to
omoeru hi nante shougai
kuru hazu nado naitte
wazuratta
gogatsuneko

moshi kimi mo
inakunaru no nara
kono haru no
deai wa wakare o
shiru tame ni
aru no darou
moshi seishin nenrei ni
jumyou ga attara
boku no seishun wa tokku ni
shinde iru darou

haikei
juunengo no boku wa
yume o kanae
konna subarashii sekai
da to itte,,,
ru wake mo nai

nan nanda yo genjitsu wa
ikite ikite iki o shiteru
bakka ja dame da nante
saisho kara oshiete yo
han-eikyuu teki de setsuna teki
jigen bakudan kakaete
konna omoi suru no mo
boku dake de
ii no ni

issono koto yume no naka de
eien ni waratte
ikiraretara nante
kimi ga hoshi ni naru
hi no koto sura mo
shiranai.
shiranai
shiranai mama de ii

kamisama,
nande rokugatsu na noni
yamai wa naoranain deshou
tte meishou o sagashiteita
jikan ni najimenai kara
dorama no saishuu-kai ga
nai you na kono jinsei wa
itsu owatta to shite mo
onaji dakara
mou ii yo

boku no yamai ni wa
namae ga nai kara
sanbyaku rokujuu go nichi
zutto kangaete shimau
itsuka chikyuu ga owaru
mirai sono hi no koto