Rashisa

I’m proud of it all, the elements that make me who I am
I love it all, even the dark parts of me that are you
The talent I wasn’t blessed with, the character that isn’t strong
But the tenacity to properly draw my audacious dreams

I'm always anxious, the crowd of footsteps tears apart my efforts
How many times have I been taken care of by the darkness that is you
Being the "only one" is fine
The self that doesn't sleep even behind the forcibly attached eye mask, I’m tired of seeing it

"Realistically, objectively, it’s hopeless, I probably can’t take first place"
I know, I know, but
Overwhelmingly, intuitively, I can’t be convinced
Ah, why did I end up hosting such troublesome
And incompatible virtues

Holding onto authenticity
We cried, laughed, competed all the while
Devoted everything to the things we love dearly
Crying many times, laughing, at a crazy pace

Because it’s all I have
I wanted to cling to it
I wanted a place to belong

Even if I win many times, the future is still painful
Ah, what the heck? The times when I lost and lost and lost again
The memories slow down my steps
A minimum present from the past me and you

The calculating, passive side
Is a bandage protecting me, too scared to peel off
I know, I know, but
My pride remains brand new, white and swollen, itchy
Ah, both are me and you
Both are genuine, so it's troublesome

"Started too late"
"The world is too vast"
"Geniuses are on a different level"
"But as long as you’re enjoying it, right?"
Ah, it’s annoying, yet there were days I lost to you
Well, I guess, unshakeable core and ideas aren’t like me
But the current me is at the limit, I won’t be dictated by you
I really (I really)
Don’t want to lose to anyone (don’t want to lose)
Such passion, please (such passion, please) don’t disappear!

Holding onto authenticity
We cried, laughed, competed all the while
Devoted everything to the things we love dearly
Still crying, still laughing, once at the starting line
Now, let’s compete seriously

Holding onto authenticity
Joy, sadness, anxiety, hope, utmost despair, all belong to you and me
Holding onto authenticity
Ah, until the breath stops, we’ll cry, we’ll laugh, "I’m really glad"
Ah, glad to be alive

Hokoru yo zenbu boku ga boku de aru tame no yōso o
Suki da yo zenbu kimi to iu boku no kuroi bubun mo
Megumarenakatta sainō mo jōbu ja nai seikaku mo
Dakedo daisoreta yume o chanto egaku shitatakasa mo

Aseru yo itsumo ashioto no gunshū ga boku no doryoku o
Hikisaita nando kimi to iu yami no sewa ni nattarou
Yuiitsu demo ii to
Muriyari tsuketa aimasuku no
Oku de issui mo shiyashinai jibun mo miakita yo

"Genshitsuteki kyakkanteki ni mireba zetsubōteki zettaiteki ichii wa kitto torenai na"
Wakatteru wakacchairun dakedo
Attōteki chokkan teki ni boku wa nattoku dekichainai
Aa nande konna ni mo mendō de
Futekigō na chōsho o yadoshite shimattan darou

Rashisa sonna mono o kakaete wa
Bokura wa naiteta waratteta kisoi atta mama
Daisuki na koto ni subete sasagete wa
Nando mo nakunda waraun da mechakucha na pace de

Kore shika nai kara
Shigamitsuitetakattan da
Ibasho ga hoshikattan da

Nando kattemo sore wa sore de mirai wa kurushii mono
Aa maji de nan na no? Makete makete makemakutta toki hodo
Omoidebanashi ga boku no ayumi o osomete shimau yo
Kako no boku to kimi kara no saitei no present

Dasanteki de shōkyokuteki na men wa
Boku o mamoru bansōkō kowakute kitto hagenai na
Wakatteru wakacchairun dakedo
Puraido wa shinpin no mama de shiroku fuyake kayugatte iru
Aa dochira mo boku de kimi dakara
Dochira mo honshin dakara tachi ga warui yo na

"Hajimetano ga osoi kara"
"Sekai wa amari ni mo hiroi kara"
"Tensai wa reberu ga chigau kara"
"Teka omae ga tanoshikerya ii jan?"
Aa urusai na soredemo nanka kimi ni makete shimau hi mo atta
Maa sorya sokka burenai shin ya shisō nante bokurashiku wa nai ya
Demo ima no boku wa mō genkai da kimi no iinari ni nattetamuruka
Boku wa yappa (boku wa yappa)
Dare ni mo maketakunain da (maketakunain da)
Sonna netsu yo dōka (netsu yo dōka) kiete nakunaru na!

Rashisa sonna mono o kakaete wa
Bokura wa naiteta waratteta kisoi atta mama
Daisuki na koto ni subete sasagete wa
Mada mada nakunda waraun da ichi ni tsuita nara
Saa honki de shōbu da

Rashisa sonna mono o kakaete wa
Yorokobi kanashimi fuan kitai zetsubō zecchō kimi to boku no mono da yo zenbu
Rashisa sonna mono o kakaete wa
Aa ikitaeru made nakunda waraun da "hontō ni yokatta"
Aa ikitete yokatta na