薄ら氷心中

Hey, why don't you even try to meet my eyes? Why? Surely
You might say something like, "I can't bear to look directly," right? Anyway,
Who was it, who made me into such a woman? Who?
Hey, I've been waiting for you to come after me all along.
Even though we finally met, you won't even hold me? Just a little. Ah,
Life is ruined. It's all your fault.
Don't you understand? What is happiness? Which one is it?
It's such a hassle. Should I show you my brains and guts scattered around?
Take a look at a woman dyed to the marrow of her bones.

I love you, I love you so much, I'll give you everything. No, I hate you, I hate you so much,
I'll straighten up and do it right now. What? It's too late now, oh dear.
It's all made by you.
I understand. Happiness, misery, both vanish moment by moment.
These hands, cold and warm, have savored it all.
I think there's nothing more than this. Oh, my beloved and hated person. Parting that's painful yet pleasant. Those days that have passed.
I want to end it all, including my life that remains as it is.
I'll fade away. I am alone, a monk.

Nee, doushite me o awasou to mo shinai no. Naze. Kitto
"Chokushi ni taenai." to demo iufunodeshou. Douse. Jyaa
Ittai dare yo. Konna onna ni shita no wa dare.
Nee, matsuite itan da yo otte kite kureru no o zutto.
Yatto ahetatte no ni daite mo kurenai no ka. Chotto. Aa
Jinsei gohasan. Omae-san anta no sei datte.
Wakannai no. Shiawase tte nani. Dore ga sore datte no yo.
Mendoukusai wa. Noumiso mo harawata mo bara maite miseyou ka.
Hone no zui made somenukareta onna o goran nasai.

Suki yo daisuki, minna anta ni ageru. Iie. Kirai daikirai yo,
Yatsubari kaeshite imasugu. Nante. Mou osoi wa namusan.
Omae-san de dekiten da, zenbu.
Wakatten no. Shiawase mo, fukou mo, kokuikkoku kieuseru.
Hiyakoi you de atatakai kono te ga, ajiwai tsukushita wa.
Kore ijou wa nani ni mo nai to omou no. Nikuku kawaii hito yo. Itai you de
Kimochi yoi owakare yo. Sugisatta ano hibi.
Tomete iru mama no inochi goto owarasete shimaitai.
Usurai de iku wa. Watashi wa hitori houshi.