ラストノート

"Living as we are" Just that alone
We can't do it, we laugh though we want to cry

As if to erase the scent of guilt
The citrus scent blew again
The translucent figure reflected in the show window
Is surely more correct than a mirror

No one knows the hidden face of the moon
Only looking at the surface and saying "It's beautiful"
Deciding it's true, if seen from the reverse, the truly ugly voice
Is quietly holding its breath

"Living as we are" Just that alone
We can't do it, we laugh though we want to cry
Someone, please anesthetize this heart long torn apart

Living by deceiving, spreading lies
Someday even the true form seems likely to be forgotten
If all lies evaporated
What's left at the end is someone's scent

Even got used to the last train's smell
The memory of frowning once
Everything is tainted, remaining pure white
I am not strong enough to live like that

So that no one can take it away
The inside of this chest was made
Like a megaphone shouting only pretty words, a distorted voice
Crosses the skin and oppresses

On top of someone's decided happiness
We can't walk skillfully
With this heart already full of scars, where are we heading?

Covered in dust, averted eyes
Surely chasing a prayer from long ago
If I can finally reach it with stumbling feet
Whose wish will be granted at the end?

The breakdown of sorrow is not jealousy or envy
Tears that won't fall when truly sad
Exchanging ease of living, forgetting emotions

"Living as we are" Just that alone
We can't do it, we laugh though we want to cry
Can this heart long torn apart return to one?

Everyone has their own different sorrow
Wrapped and hidden in a beautiful scent
After everything evaporates someday
Please don't disappear at the end, my wish

"Arinomama ikiru" tatta sore dake ga
Dekinai bokura wa nakitai no ni warau

Yamashisa no nioi o kakesu you ni
Mata fukitsuketa shitorasu no nioi
Shoowindou ni utsuru hantoumei na
Sugata wa kitto kagami yori tadashii

Dare mo ura no kao o shiranai tsuki
Hyoumen bakari mite "kirei" da ne to
Kimetsukekitteru gyaku kara mita nara hontou no minikui koe ga
Sotto iki o hisometeru

"Arinomama ikiru" tatta sore dake ga
Dekinai bokura wa nakitai no ni warau
Touni hikisakareta kono kokoro ni dareka masui o kakete

Azamuite ikite uso o furimaite
Itsuka shoutai sae wasurete shimaisou
Subete no uso ga kihatsu shita nara
Saigo ni nokoru no wa dare no kaori

Shuuden no nioi mo narete shimatta
Kao shikamete ta itsuka no kioku
Nani mo kamo kegareru masshiro no mama
Ikireru hodo ni boku wa tsuyokunai

Dare ni mo ubaware tari shinai you ni
Uchigawa ni tsukurareta kono mune o
Kireigoto bakari sakenda kakuseiki no you ni yuganda koe ga
Hada o koete shiitageru

Dareka no sadameta shiawase no ue o
Jouzu ni bokura wa arukenai de iru
Touni kizudarake no kono kokoro de doko e mukatteru no

Hokori o kabusete me o somukete ita
Itsuka no inori o kitto oikaketeru
Tsumazuku ashi de tadoritsuketara
Saigo ni kanau no wa dare no negai

Kanashimi no uchiwake wa netami sonemi janai nda
Hontou ni kanashii toki ni koborete kurenai namida
Ikiyasusa to hikikae ni shite kanjou o wasureru koto

"Arinomama ikiru" tatta sore dake ga
Dekinai bokura wa nakitai no ni warau
Touni hikisakareta kono kokoro wa hitotsu ni modoreru no

Dare mo ga sorezore chigau kanashimi o
Kirei na kaori de tsutsumikakushiteru
Subete ga itsuka kihatsu shita ato
Saigo ni kienai de boku no negai