SOULSOUP

A despair that even loses voice, a soup with that flavor
It seems I have to drink at least one cup in my lifetime
A homemade big pinch, mixed with laziness and weakness
Now steaming in front of my eyes, dangerous colors swirling

When I took a breath, I felt the aroma of the onlookers
In the silver spoon, a distorted face glaring at me
"It seems you're not up to the task," it claims
I blocked out the unnecessary five senses

Reckless ideals pierce through my entire body
This bitter modern age becomes addictive when combined
Even if I'm told it's an "unusual taste," I already know
But together with "thank you for the meal," I want to be myself again

Trembling fingers, sweaty collar, pain, fatigue, and failure
Even if I lament or refuse them
Things won't get better anymore
Every time I swallow, the thirst increases, a bubbling eerie toast
Until I drink it all up without leaving a drop, yeah!

It's bigger than when I lived alone
It's not an atmosphere where I can say "give up"
But even if I'm told I can live alone again
I won't choose that, I don't want to miss the days with you

Together with "thank you for the meal," I want to harbor it once more
A heat that warms my heart, cooled by sighs

Trembling fingers, sweaty collar, pain, fatigue, and failure
I've been lamenting, I've been refusing
I'm tired of giving up already
Every time I swallow, the thirst increases, a bubbling eerie toast
Choking while enjoying it, that's what life is all about

Continued life, at unexpected times, troubles and sadness that boil over
When you feel like you want to spill them all around
Don't stop the spoon, continue thirst, let's toast to all futures
Give me fragments of fate, hidden in the depths of this world
Until I scoop it out (and then)
Until I drink it all up without leaving a drop, yeah!

Koe sura ushinau you na zetsubou aji no suupu o
Isshou ni sukunakutomo ippai nomanakucha naranai mitai da
Taida ya yowane o mazeta jikasei no dai pinchi ga
Ima boku no me no mae de yuge o tateteru kiken na iro ga uzumaku

Iki o sutta toki ni kanjita gaiya no koubashisa to
Giniro no saji ni utsurikonda ibitsu ni kochira o niramu kao
"Anta ja yakubusoku da" to shuchou shite iru mitai da
Yokei na gokan wa fusaida

Mubou na risou ga gozouroppu ni tsukisasaru
Bitaa na kono gendai to hikitateatte kuse ni naru
"Kawatta shikou da" tte iwaranakutatte shitteru
Demo gochisousama to tomo ni boku wa boku de arinaoshitainda

Furueru yubi asebamu eri itami to tsukare to shippai o
Ureitetemo kobandetemo
Mou mashi ni naru koto wa nai darou
Nagashikomu tabi mashiteku kawaki awadatsu bukimi na shukuhai o
Itteki nokosazu nomihosu made yeah!

Hitorikiri de ikiteta toki yori oomori ni natta na
Gibu appu nante ieru kuuki demo nai yo na
Demo hitorikiri de ikite ii yo to iwareta to shitatte mou
Erabu wake nai hodo anata to no hibi o kakashitakunai no

Gochisousama to tomo ni boku wa mou ichido yadoshitai nda
Tameiki ni fukare sameta kokoro wakasu you na netsu o

Furueru yubi asebamu eri itami to tsukare to shippai o
Ureitekite kobandekite
Mou akirameru no ni mo akitarou
Nagashikomu tabi mashiteku kawaki awadatsu bukimi na shukuhai o
Muse nagara itadaku sore de koso jinsei darou

Tsuzuku kurashi futo shita toki nitsumaru nayami ya kanashimi o
Sokorajuu buchimakete shimaitakunaru you na toki ni koso
Tomeru na saji tsuzuke kawaki subete no mirai ni kanpai o
Give me unmei no kakera kono yo no oku ni kakureta
Soitsu o sukuidasu made (soshite)
Itteki nokosazu nomihosu made yeah!