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Shaking as it comes, driving me crazy and discarding it in difficulties
Wings flapping, tearing apart, plucking in exquisite beauty
The bell rings again, cruelly through the town
Like purification, like washing away

If it's a dream, it's time to wake up
I've gotten used to loneliness, ah, I lied again
So that no one will notice
Hold me tight so nothing escapes
In the whirlpool of scattered thoughts
I want you to love me until the end
Even if I can't become a painting to adorn
I want you to paint me in colors only I possess
At least paint for my sake alone

Shaking as it comes, driving me crazy and discarding it in pages
Unaware of blooming, scattering femininity
So that no one will notice
Make me sad, make me happy
In the sea of scattered ideals
I want you to discard me until the end
Though the vivid lens shows noticeable scars
I want you to cling to me for reasons only I possess
At least sing for my sake alone

Blaming someone, blaming someone
If I could live like that, it would be easy
In the extraordinary and depression that were hard
I want you to walk on the shore of my engulfed self
In the unshown messy today, in tomorrow
I want you to paint me in colors only I possess
At least in your room, I want you to display the painting

Emptiness remains, swimming through veins
Forgive the dancing me in the loop of anxiety
The bell rings again, lingering in the cold room
Will you search for my shadow?
I want you to paint me in colors only I possess

Furuwasete kuru kuruwasete suteru nangi ni
Ha habatakase chigireru mogu enbi ni
Kanehibiku wa machi ni mata zankoku ni
Misogi no you ni arau you ni

Yume nara sameru koro
Kodoku ni mo nareta aa mata uso o tsuita
Dare ni mo barenai you ni
Dakishimete to morenai you ni
Chirakatta shikou no uzu ni
Nomaresou na watashi o saigo made aishite hoshii
Kazarareru you na kaiga ni wa narenakute mo
Watashi ni shika nai iro de egaite hoshii
Semete watashi no tame dake ni egaite hoshii

Furuwasete kuru kuruwasete suteru peeji
Hanasaku koto mo shirazu ni chiru feminin
Dare ni mo barenai you ni
Kanashimase te yorokobase te yo
Chirabatta risou no umi ni
Oboreru you na watashi o saigo made poi shite hoshii
Azayaka ni utsusu renzu ni wa kizu ga medatsu kedo
Watashi ni shika nai riyuu de sugatte ite hoshii
Semete watashi no tame dake ni utatte ite hoshii

Dare ka no sei ni dare ka no sei ni shite
Ikite yuketara raku nandarou na
Tsurakatta hibou to utsu ni
Nomarete ita watashi no kaigan o aruite hoshii
Miserarenu hodo darashinai kyou ni ashita ni
Watashi ni shika nai iro de egaite hoshii
Semete anata no heya ni sono kaiga o kazatte hoshii

Munashisa ga nokoru kekkan o oyogu
Fuan no ruupu ni odoru watashi o yurushite
Mata kane ga naru hieta heya ni nokoru
Watashi no kage o anata wa sagashite kureru?
Watashi ni shika nai iro de egaite hoshii