vous

I want to see you, it hurts

My body feels a bit lighter
Filled with newfound pain
For some reason, my life rings out unfulfilled
My cursed heart

Even if I put it into words
With untouchable love
I recite memories that won't fade

Still, I've painted it
Embracing today with you
Every time I touch tear-stained skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how many times I'm reborn
Even if the color of my eyes changes
I want to keep staring so much
That I can't forget

Like picking up something dropped
I bury yesterday in my eyelids
For some reason, my life rings out unfulfilled
Unmixed heartbeat

Before I knew it, night began to fall
With a voice that can't be voiced
I record my plea not to leave

Even in dreams, I painted it
Embracing your prayers
Every time I touch tear-stained skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how many times we meet again
Even if sins keep piling up
I want to keep staring so much
That it blurs and sways

High, far, unreachable
Close, fragile, drawn together
Breathing into the thread
Leaving only smoldering thoughts

Contrary to countless pure wishes
Blue dazzled by red
The two of us are not evil

Even now, I've painted it
Embracing today with you
Every time I touch tear-stained skin
I realize my mistakes
No matter how many times I'm reborn
Even if the color of my eyes changes
I want to keep staring so much
That I can't forget

Even now, only you

Aitai itai

Sukoshi karuku naru karada o
Oboetate no itami de ume
Nazeka tarizu inochi ga naru
Norowareta kokoro

Tatoeba kotoba ni shite mo
Tefurenai ai de
Asenaide tte yomu kioku da

Soredemo egaite shimatta
Anata to kyou o daite
Namidahada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shiru nda
Dore dake umarekawatte
Me no irokawatte shimatte mo
Wasurerarenai kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Otoshi mono o hirou you ni
Kinou made o mabuta ni ume
Nazeka tarizu inochi ga naku
Mazarenai kodou

Kizukeba furidashita yoru
Koe ni naranai koe de
Ikanaide tte kou kiroku da

Yume demo egaite shimatta
Anata no inori o daite
Namidahada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shiru nda
Dore dake deainaoshite
Tsumi ga kasanatte shimatte mo
Yurete boyakeru kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Takaku tooku todokanakute
Chikaku moroku hiki au
Ito ni iki o musubi
Omoi dake ga kusuburu mama de

Kazu aru seiren na
Negai to aihan shita
Ao ni kuranda aka
Futari wa aku ni arazu

Ima demo egaite shimatta
Anata to kyou o daite
Namidahada ni fureru tabi
Ayamachi shiru nda
Dore dake umarekawatte
Me no irokawatte shimatte mo
Wasurerarenai kurai
Mitsumete itakute

Ima demo anata dake