ひとりごと

In the usual place again this year
Your favorite flowers have bloomed
I listened closely side by side
The sound of those insects has begun to ring

Even my tiny voice
You listened closely and picked it up
The address remains unchanged
Where do the voices that vanish into the sky reach?

Even just nodding is fine, let me hear it
I want to meet the gentle nodding smile
Any words, without you
Are just, you know, monologues

If I had noticed your hidden feelings that day
Even now, you know
Could we have stayed in our world of two?

Your smile, a panacea
Even if it disappears, my breath continues
It may never fully heal
But I turn memories into scabs

I kept searching for those missing footsteps
Even as I passed through the days
The nocturnal crybaby
Still can't be tamed well

After knowing you for the first time, I
Could become myself, something so important
Even such feelings, you know, I couldn't give them
While looking into your eyes, even now here

That day, words to stay close to your heart
Even now, you know
I'm searching for them in a world without answers

I was convinced the same tomorrow would pour down equally again
You, who couldn't lie, said "See you later"
Waving your hand, I keep believing

Even just nodding is fine, let me hear it
I want to meet the gentle nodding smile
Any words, without you
Are just, you know, monologues

Without saying "goodbye," I'm waiting
Even if it's painful, someday, you know
In our world of two, I just want to say to you
"Welcome back," while looking into your eyes

Itsumo no basho ni kotoshi mo
Anata no suki na hana ga saita yo
Narande mimi o sumaseta
Ano mushi no ne mo nari hajimeta yo

Watashi no chiisana koe mo
Mimiyosete hirotte kureta ne
Atesaki wa kawaranai mama de
Sora ni kieteku koe wa doko e todoku

Aizuchi dake de ii kara kikasete
Yasashiku unazuku egao ni aitai
Donna kotoba mo anata ga inai to
Tada no ne hitorigoto

Ano hi anata no kakureta kimochi ni
Kizukete itara ima mo ne
Futarigoto no sekai ni ireta no kana

Bannouyaku no egao ga
Kietemo kokyuu wa tsuzuite iku
Iekiru koto wa nai kedo
Omoidetachi o kasabuta ni shite

Tarinai ashioto bakari
Sagashiteta tsukihi o koete mo
Yakousei no nakimushi dake wa
Ima mo jouzu ni kainanasezu iru no

Anata o shitte hajimete watashi wa
Watashi ni nareta no konna ni daiji na
Omoi sae mo ne me o mite okurezu ni
Ita nda koko de mada

Ano hi anata no kokoro ni yorisou
Kotoba bakari o ima mo ne
Kotae no nai sekai de sagashiteru no

Onnaji ashita ga byoudou ni mata
Furisosogu da nante omoikondeta
Uso no tsukenai anata ga "mata ne" to
Te o futta sugata shinjitsuzuketeru

Aizuchi dake de ii kara kikasete
Yasashiku unazuku egao ni aitai
Donna kotoba mo anata ga inai to
Tada no ne hitorigoto

"Sayonara" dake wa iwazu ni matteru
Kurushikuttemo itsuka ne
Futarigoto no sekai de anata e tada
"Okaeri" tte me o mitsume okuritai kara