モノトーン

We, always, we
Live in a world of solitude
Every time we gently touch the world next to us
I realize
I remember

As children
We were protected by innocence
Calling each other's names
Promises for tomorrow
With just that, we could believe the world was one

Not understanding each other
Not forgiving each other
More and more things add up
Each time
Even the expectation of mutual trust
I gave up

We, always, we
Live in separate worlds
When we think we've gotten closer
We drift apart
Every time we repeat that
I realize I'm alone
We, we
Still seek someone
Because we aren't mature enough
To accept loneliness
And live with it

At the back of the classroom, posted
The same scenery painted in different colors
We all
Are different
Though there's no overlap without any discrepancy

From the ideal we're drawing, how far away
We measure
A self-centered love disguised as love
Is nothing more than a futile desire
Every time I confirm it, I hate it
Every time I seek it, I become selfish
Every time I lose it, I become cowardly

I don't wish for more than now
I won't go further than now
Thinking that maintaining an ambiguous distance
Is what it means to become an adult

I, I
Am just running away from getting hurt
In truth, I'm just
Even now
Wanting to believe

We, always, we
Everyone lives in a different world
So we hold hands
And exchange words
Saying we're not alone
We deceive each other
Someday, someday
Wrapped in this immature loneliness
As much as the loneliness and pain we learned
If we can become kind
If we can trust people

We, always, we and you
Everyone is alone
Wanting to understand each other
The hearts that snuggled up together
At that moment
For a moment, this world seemed like one

zutto boku boku wa boku boku wa
hitori kiri no sekai o ikite iru
tonariau sekai ni sotto fureru tabi
omoi shirunda
omoidasunda

osanai koro no bokura wa
mujakisa ni mamorareta mama
yobi au namae to
ashita no yakusoku
sore dake de sekai wa hitotsu da to omoeta

wakariaenai koto ga
yurushiaenai koto ga
hitotsu futatsu fuete iku
sono tabi ni boku wa
shinji aeru to kitai suru koto sae mo
yamete shimatta

zutto boku boku wa boku boku wa
sorezore betsu no sekai o ikite iru
chikazuita to omoeba
hanarebanare ni
sou kurikaesu tabi
hitori kiri o omoi shirunda
boku boku ga boku boku ga
soredemo dareka o motomeru no wa
kodoku o tada sunao ni
ukeireta mama
ikite ikeru hodo
otona ja nai kara

kyoushitsu no ushiro ni harareta
chigau iro de kakareta onaji keshiki-tachi
bokura wa dare mo ga
sorezore de chigau
sukoshi no zure mo naku kasanaru koto wa nai noni

egaite iru risou kara dore dake
hanarete iru ka de hakaru you na
ai ni niseta hitori yogari wa
ikisugita nai mono nedari
tashikameru tabi iya ni natte
motomeru tabi migatte ni natte
ushinau tabi okubyou ni natta

ima yori ooku wa nozomanai kara
ima yori tooku e wa ikanai de
sou yatte aimai na kyori o tamotsu koto ga
otona ni naru koto da to omoikonda

boku boku wa boku boku wa
kizutsuku koto kara nigete iru dake de
hontou wa tada
ima demo mada
shinjitainda

zutto boku boku wa boku boku wa
dare mo ga betsu no sekai o ikite iru
dakara te o tsunaide
sou kotoba o kawashite
hitori kiri de wa nai yo to
otagai ni gomakashi aunda
itsuka, itsuka
kono mijuku na kodoku ni tsutsumarete
oboeta sabishisa to itami no bun dake
yasashiku naretara
hito o shinjiraretara

zutto boku boku mo kimi kimi mo
dare mo ga hitori da
wakariaitai to
yorisoi atta kokoro ga
fureru sono toki
isshun kono sekai wa hitotsu ni mieta