ブルーアンバー

From the memories of being embraced, red droplets flowed
These are not to be seen by others
The unspoken words became another me
Inside my body, something is screaming

Ah, even though I wanted it, even though I regretted it
I can't hide it all, I'm sorry

Because being sad alone is enough
I don't want to become any uglier than this
Without anyone noticing inside me
I cried until I turned this color, you're beautiful

From the heart I failed to give, blue droplets flowed
These are not to be poured on others
Swallowing it all without leaving any behind, sinking to the bottom of a distant sea
I'll wait to become a jewel as I am

Decorating truth with lies, comforting with a pretend life
Healing my own tragedy with someone else's tragedy

In the moment of drowning in longing
Without being able to breathe, just loving you

Because being sad alone is enough
I don't want to become any uglier than this
Without anyone noticing inside me
I cried until I turned this color, you're beautiful

I'm sorry
Hey, you're beautiful

Dakishimerareta kioku kara nagare deta akai shizuku
Hitosama ni miseru mono janai no
Tsutaenakatta kotodama ga mou hitotsu no watashi ni natte
Karada no uchigawa de nani ka wo sakenderu

Aa hoshikatta no ni kuyashikatta no ni
Dame da yo zenbu kakushite oku no gomen ne

Kanashii no wa hitori de juubun dakara to
Kore ijou minikuku naritakunai no to
Watashi no naka de dare ni mo mitsukerarezu ni
Konna iro ni naru made naitetan da ne kirei yo

Watashisobireta kokoro kara nagare deta aoi shizuku
Hitosama ni abiseru mono janai no
Amasu toko naku nomikonde tooku no umi no soko ni shizunde
Sono mama houseki ni demo nareru no wo matsu wa

Hontou wo uso de kazatte gokko mitai na kurashi de nagusamete
Dareka no higeki de jibun no higeki wo iyashite

Koishisa ni oboreta shunkan no mama de
Iki mo deki zu tada aishite iru no

Kanashii no wa hitori de juubun dakara to
Kore ijou minikuku naritakunai no to
Watashi no naka de dare ni mo mitsukerarezu ni
Konna iro ni naru made naiteitan da ne kirei yo

Gomen ne
Nee kirei yo