Pure

Used to do it all so pure for the love of the song no more
Now I think about an applause when I open my mouth
I've abandoned my emotions, I've isolated myself
When I see my mother in pain, wish I could feel what she felt
And I don't know what this all means
What this all means? It don't feel like me
And sometimes, I get insecure, so I wear a dress on the town
Hope a man notices me, I don't know, it makes me proud
I get jealous and I see myself in my sister's eyes
At least she can have a good time, at least she can calm down
And I don't know what this all means
What this all means? It don't feel like me
And you won't give you let the deal
I wish I was real, I wish I was
I think about it all the time
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it calls me back again
I hope it meant something
I hope it meant something
I've been losing all my friends, stepping up onto the ledge
Thinking I can be an angel, but keep falling instead
Find it hard to stay connected when I wanna feel protected
So hold me, won't you? Just hold me 'cause
I think about it all the time
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it calls me back again
I hope it meant something, oh
I think about it all the time, no
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it calls me back again
I hope it meant something
I hope I meant something
I don't know the meaning of
Anything in this song
Just wanna feel special
I just wanna feel