Dependent

I know how your floor feels beneath my feet
And the way that your hands feel all over me
I know how it sounds when you use the sink
And I'm waitin' in your bed avidly
I know how your breath slows when you sleep
And I know that I'll never get over it
That's probably why I refuse to quit
When I should be at home instead

When I say that I don't need you, I rehearsed it 20 times
Take you like I've been prescribed it, way too scared to miss a night
I know all my indecision leads me back to your bedside
You make my world turn 'round
You make the worst slow down
You make me so dependent

Ah, ah
Ah, ah

I know all the bars where you stay out late
Where all of your girls like to congregate
You told all of them that you'd never change
But for me, you think you would
And now I drown in my double bed, cry on the internet
So fucking delicate 'til I leave town
I want what isn't mine, you on your knees like
You finally know what you want

When I say that I don't need you, I rehearsed it 20 times
Take you like I've been prescribed it, way too scared to miss a night
I know all my indecision leads me back to your bedside
You make my world turn 'round
You make the worst slow down
You make me so dependent

Call me when you're bored again
I'll brush my hair and make my bed
I'm pretty, but I'm so bereft
And I just can't bear living without you
Fix all my anomalies
My sex drive, my anxiety
I'll say I'm fine defiantly
But I can't cope here living without you

When I say that I don't need you, I rehearsed it 20 times
Take you like I've been prescribed it, way too scared to miss a night
I know all my indecision leads me back to your bedside
You make my world turn 'round
You make the worst slow down
You make me so dependent