Not At This Party

Deep breath, big smile
It's been a while
Since I've been in a crowd like this
Stay off the wall
Don't think, just talk
Pray no one says the name I miss

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
'Case you hit me with an un-goodbye

I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party
I'm back in your backseat
You're pulling it over
You just had to have me
I can't hear this music
Cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me
But right now you need to work on yourself, mmm

And they think I moved on with my life
That I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor
Just like everybody
But nobody here knows
Just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm good (I'm good)
I'm great (I'm great)
Don't say (don't say)
Your name (your name)
Just talk about the weather instead (la la la)
You'll say (you'll say)
Don't leave (don't leave)
So they (so they)
Can't see (can't see)
What's steaming up the glass in my head

I'm not at this party
I'm back in your backseat
You're pulling it over
You just had to have me
I can't hear this music
Cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me
But right now you need to work on yourself

And they think I moved on with my life
That I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor
Just like everybody
But nobody here knows
Just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm drunk here in the bathroom light
I'm checking my phone just one more time
'Case you hit me with an un-goodbye
(and I know you won't but)

I'll fix myself up in the mirror
And I'll walk out with this shitty beer
Even though they see me here

I'm not at this party
I'm back in your backseat
You're pulling it over
You just had to have me
I can't hear this music
Cause I'm hearing you yell
You're so in love with me
But right now you need to work on yourself

And they think I moved on with my life
That I'm having a good night
Out here on this dance floor
Just like everybody
But nobody here knows
Just how bad you got me
I'm not at this party

I'm not at this party