Nichijo

If it's just the wrinkles from an overexcited weekend, it's still fine
Unchanging, unfailing
The shackles attached to my heart

On the way home on a night with no end in sight
"I wish tomorrow wouldn't come"
What did I just say? Ah, I wish I hadn't confirmed it

At such a time, from a trembling pocket
Familiar letters shine
With just one notification
Your helpfulness can save everything
It feels like you've noticed I'm finding it hard

Below or above the quota
Everyday life is measured today too
Whether in a suit or sweatpants
It seems the same

Are you unchanged or doing well?
You care today too
Whether it's a good day or a bad day
It seems the same

Even at the very bottom, the end of deep depression is still better
Yet I can't think that, can't come to terms
A rash formed on my heart

The delicate happiness I slathered on
None of it works
I can't crush it, it grows red and large
Getting worse with time

There are several solutions
Even though I know, I can't step forward
My heart easily stumbles over the seven letters of "homeostasis"
Even if I lament "it's hard," it seems to be a nuisance

What do I want to do?
Measuring myself
Like it's hard or I want to quit
It seems to depend on the day

When I'm told to open up about anything
I become unable to speak
Even indulging in kindness
Seems quite tough

It's really nothing
Just talking is enough
Though I'm so vulnerable
I still want to show a good face to you

Below or above the quota
Everyday life is measured today too
Whether in a suit or sweatpants
It seems the same

Are you unchanged or doing well?
You care today too
Whether it's a good day or a bad day
It seems the same

Being troubled and healed by unchanged people
This strength to pretend to be tough
Seems quite important
With one clumsy heart
I live through everyday life today too

hashagi sugita shūmatsu no shiwa yose naraba mada yoi noni
kawari baenai hazurenai
kokoro ni tsuita ashikase

saki no mienai yoru no kaerimichi
"ashita nante nakya yoi noni"
ima nante itta? ā tashikame nakya yokatta

sonna toki furue ta poketto kara
minareta moji ga hikaru
sono tsūchi hitotsu de subete o
sukui eru anata no ma no yosa ni
shindoi nā nante omottenda baretteru mitai da

noruma ika ka ijō ka
nichijō wa kyō mo hakarareru
sūtsu demo suwe tto demo
sore wa onaji mitai da

kawarinai ka genki ka
anata wa kyō mo ki ni kakeru
yoi hi demo warui hi demo
sore mo onaji mitai da

hekomi sugita donzoko no saihate yori wa mada yoi noni
sō omoenai warikirenai
kokoro ni dekita hadaare

nuritakutta komayaka na shiawase
dore mo kikanakute
tsubuse mo sezu ni akaku ōkiku
jikan to tomo ni hidoku natteku

kaiketsusaku wa ikutsu ka aru koto
wakatte temo fumidasenai
homeosutashisu no 7 moji ni
tayasuku tsumazuite ru kokoro ja mō
shindoi nā nante nageita tte meiwaku mitai da

nani o dō shitai no ka
jibun no koto o oshihakaru
tsurai toka yametai toka
sore mo hi ni yoru mitai da

nandemo uchi akete to
iwareru tabi ni ienaku naru
kōi ni amaeru no mo
wari to kitsui mitai da

betsu ni taishita koto nai yo
hanasu dake de jūbun da yo
utare yowai kuse shite
anata ni mada yoi kao o shite itai

noruma ika ka ijō ka
nichijō wa kyō mo hakarareru
sūtsu demo suwe tto demo
sore wa onaji mitai da

kawarinai ka genki ka
anata wa kyō mo ki ni kakeru
yoi hi demo warui hi demo
sore mo onaji mitai da

kawaranai hito tachi ni
nayama sare te wa iyasa reru
tsuyogareru kono tsuyosa ga
wari to daiji mitai da
busaiku na kokoro hitotsu
nichijō o kyō mo ikiru