Dawn

The days we laughed together are gone
At this rate, I might lose sight of myself
I was always chasing after being "myself"
I believed, but I can't see the light

"For what purpose?" I kept asking myself oh
Dreams and identity
Weighed on a balance, my heart remains swayed

Even if I want to cry because I can't find it, I faced forward
I can't go back to the days when I felt invincible
The path I stepped onto is becoming me
Even if it's different from my ideal, can I love it?

The stage that was too dazzling and bright
Emotions intersected with light and shadow
To be honest, I'm just full of regrets
Isn't that right? Oh

I can't become strong enough to feel refreshed just by crying messily
I want to be as I am (I want to be as I am)

Since then, nothing has ever healed
But without it
I wouldn't have met this version of myself, it's not a lie (ooh)
The light I saw in the morning sky responded

My feelings as I am are my own, right?
But I'm also hurting someone, even you
Even so, I believed, because that's who I am
Even if I'm not my ideal self, I want to love
I want to try loving

waraiatta hibi wa mou nakunatta
kono mama ja jibun o miushii sou de
itsumo "rashisa" o oimotometetanda
shinjite kita kedo hikari ga mienai

"nan no tame ni?" jimonjitou kurikaeshite oh
yume to aidentiti
tenbin ni kakete wa yuraida mama no kokoromoyou

mitsukerarenakute nakidashitakute mo mae o muite ta no
muteki ni omoeta ano hi no you ni wa modorenai
fumidashita kiseki ga watashi ni natteiku no
risou to wa chigatta toshite mo aiseru kana

hanayaideta mabushi sugita butai
hikari to kage ga kousa shita shinjou
honne o ieba miren bakka
sou nan deshou? Oh

gushagusha ni naite fukkireru hodo ni wa tsuyoku nante narenain da yo
arugamama de itai (arugamama de itai)

are kara zutto ieru koto nante nai
dakedo sore ga nakya
kono jibun ni aenai mama de ita uso janai (ooh)
asayake no sora de mita hikari koou shite

arugamama no watashi no kanjou wa watashi no mono desho?
demo dareka o kizutsukete mo iru no anata sae
sore demo shinjita no sore ga watashi nan da yo
risou no jibun janakute mo aishite itai
aishite mitai