Nichijo

I wish the wrinkles from an overexcited weekend were all I had to bear
But they aren't going away, unchanging
The shackles attached to my heart

On the way home through a night with no end in sight
"I wish tomorrow wouldn't come"
What did you just say? Ah, I shouldn't have confirmed it

In those moments, from a trembling pocket
Familiar text shines
With just that one notification, your good timing
Seems to reveal that you know I'm thinking "it's tough"

Whether below or above the quota
Today, everyday life is measured
Whether in a suit or sweats
It seems it's the same

Are you unchanged, are you well?
Today, you care as always
On good days and bad days
That seems to be the same too

Even if it's better than the very bottom of a deep depression
I can't think that, I can't be rational
The skin irritation formed in my heart

A thin layer of happiness I applied
None of it works
Unable to crush it, it grows red and large
Worsening with time

Though I know there are several solutions
I can't take a step forward
The seven-letter word homeostasis
My heart easily stumbles over it,
Complaining "it's tough" seems to be a burden

What do I want and how
I measure myself
Things like pain or wanting to quit
Seem to depend on the day

Whenever you say to open up
It becomes harder to tell you
Relying on your kindness
Seems quite tough

It's really nothing much
Just talking is enough
Despite being weak
I still want to show you a good face

Whether below or above the quota
Today, everyday life is measured
Whether in a suit or sweats
It seems it's the same

Are you unchanged, are you well?
Today, you care as always
On good days and bad days
That seems to be the same too

The unchanging people
Bother and heal me
The strength to act tough
Seems quite important
With just one awkward heart
I live today in everyday life

hashagi sugita shuumatsu no shiwayose naraba mada ii noni
kawari baenai hazurenai
kokoro ni tsuita ashikase

saki no mienai yoru no kaerimichi
"ashita nante nakya ii noni"
ima nante itta? aa tashikame nakya yokatta

sonna toki furueta poketto kara
minareta moji ga hikaru
sono tsuuchi hitotsu de subete o
sukui eru anata no ma no yosa ni
shindoi naa nante omotten no bareteru mitai da

noruma ika ka ijou ka
nichijou wa kyou mo hakarareru
suutsu demo suwetto demo
sore wa onaji mitai da

kawaranai ka genki ka
anata wa kyou mo kinikakeru
ii hi demo warui hi demo
sore mo onaji mitai da

hekomi sugita donzoko no saihate yori wa mada ii noni
sou omoenai warikirenai
kokoro ni dekita hadare

nuritakutta komayaka na shiawase
dore mo kikanakute
tsubuse mo sezu ni akaku ookiku
jikan to tomo ni hidoku natteku

kaiketsusaku wa ikutsuka aru koto
wakatte temo fumidasenai
homeosutashisu no 7 moji ni
tayasuku tsumazuite ru kokoro ja mou
shindoi naa nante nageita tte meiwaku mitai da

nani o dou shitai no ka
jibun no koto o oshihakaru
tsurai toka yametai toka
sore mo hi ni yoru mitai da

nandemo uchiakete to
iwareru tabi ni ienaku naru
gokoui ni amaeru no mo
wato kitsui mitai da

betsu ni taishita koto nai yo
hanasu dake de juubun da yo
utare yowai kuse shite
anata ni mada ii kao o shite itai

noruma ika ka ijou ka
nichijou wa kyou mo hakarareru
suutsu demo suwetto demo
sore wa onaji mitai da

kawaranai ka genki ka
anata wa kyou mo kinikakeru
ii hi demo warui hi demo
sore mo onaji mitai da

kawaranai hito-tachi ni
nayamasare te wa iyasareru
tsuyogareru kono tsuyosa ga
wato daiji mitai da
busaiku na kokoro hitotsu
nichijou o kyou mo ikiru