Again

It's wiser not to expect
The dark future is clear to see
I tried to maintain relationships without getting too involved
No matter what

Always just getting hurt
Quietly just getting hurt
Gradually just wearing down
Just wearing down the heart

The surfboard on the veranda is sleeping
For the past four or five years, the beach is untrodden
Dragging through the tired weekends, unable to release frustration
Just getting anxious

Just painting over every day
Recklessly just painting over
In reality, just becoming empty
The heart just becoming empty

"Was there a day when I could laugh unusually?"
Did such days even exist?
The treasure that shone inside my chest
Gently, gently tucked away

Even today, just breaking it down
Without any ulterior motive, just breaking it down
Helplessly just becoming hollow
Just becoming hollow myself

Still, just starting over
Once more, just starting over
Simply repeating every day
Repeating over and over
Again, again, again

"Was there a day when I could laugh unusually?"
Did such a version of me even exist?
On the days I could feel gentle
It was you, it was you

"There were days when I could laugh unusually"
Praying, praying for those days to come
The treasure tucked inside my chest
Gently, gently today it shone kindly again

Kitai shinai hou ga rikou desu
Akarukunai shourai wa omitooshi
Kyokuryoku fukairi senu you kankei wo tamotou to tsutometa
Nani ni shitatte

Itsudatte kizutsuku dake
Shizuka ni kizutsuku dake
Sukoshizutsu suriherasu dake
Kokoro wo suriherasu dake

Beranda ni saafubo-do wa netteru
Koko shi, gonen bi-chi wa mitou no chi
Tsukare hikizuru shuumatsu wa iradachi wo kaihou shiyou mo naku
Hitasura asetteru

Mainichi wo nuritsubusu dake
Gamushara ni nuritsubusu dake
Jissai wa karappo ni naru dake
Kokoro ga karappo ni naru dake

"Itsuninaku waratte ireta kana?"
Sonna hi datte sonzai shiteta kke? takke?
Mune no naka de hikatta o-takara
Sotto sotto shimatta

Kyou datte buchi kowasu dake
Tai mo naku buchi kowasu dake
Doushiyou mo naku munashiku naru dake
Jibun ga munashiku naru dake

Soredemo yarinaosu dake
Mou ichido yarinaosu dake
Tada tada mainichi wo kurikaesu dake
Nando demo kurikaesu dake
Again, again, again

"Itsuninaku waratte ireta kana?"
Sonna boku mo sonzai shiteta kke? takke?
Yasashii kimochi ni nareta hi wa
Kimi ga kimi ga

"Itsuninaku waratte ireta yo na"
Sonna hi ga otozureru you ni inotte inotte
Mune no naka ni shimatta o-takara
Sotto sotto kyou mo yasashiku hikatta