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For example, the flower I saw during a walk
The twilight that makes me feel inexplicably lonely
The blue showing various expressions
Words better left unsaid

The small human life
Things I couldn't take my eyes off
I want to throw them down here
Until I write it all out

I want to properly save my present self like this

In an unknown place, an unknown future, to an unknown you
Stuck and can't be pulled out... I don't give a damn about that crap!
Sleeping, eating meals, watching the sea
By consuming this entire life, I live by depicting this

"What would you take to a deserted island?"
To the world's most trivial question
Foolishly, I answered "this livelihood" with my spine

In the corner of a world where no one knows me
Leaving tiny scars
With a luxurious play, I want to live in haste until I die

When I'm sad, I say I'm sad... It doesn't go the same as others
I have to prepare a bed for this soul

In an unknown place, an unknown future, to an unknown you
Stuck and can't be pulled out... I'm indulging in unrealistic fantasies
To the point where my soul wears down, to the point I hate myself
It's so endearing that my hands surpass my heart, so I live by depicting this

I am here!

Tatoeba, osanpochuu ni mita hana
Mushou ni sabishiku naru yuumagure
Ikutsu mo hyoujou wo miseru aoiro
Iwan hou ga ii kotoba mo

Kono chimai ningen no seikatsu wo
Me ga hanasenakatta monodomo wo
Koko ni tatakitsuketai
Nokorazu kaki tsukusu made

Ore wa koushite ore no ima wo chanto sukutte agetai

Shirane e basho no, shirane e mirai no, shirane e anata ni
Tsukisasatte nukenakunatte... sonnan wa kuso dou datte ii!
Nemuru koto, meshi wo kuu koto, umi wo miru koto
Kono jinsei wo shouhi suru koto zenbu de, kore wo egaite ikiru

"Mujintou ni hitotsu, nani motte iku?"
Sekaiichi kudaranai shitsumon ni
Bakarashiku mo "kono itonami" to sekizui de kotaete shimatta

Dare mo ore wo shiranai sekai no sumikko ni
Chimachima to kizu wo nokoshite iku you na
Zeitakuna asobi de shinu made iki isoide itai

Kanashii toki wa kanashii to iu... hito to onaji you ni wa ikanai
Kono tamashii no tame no nedoko, kosaete yaranakya na

Shirane e basho no, shirane e mirai no, shirane e anata ni
Tsukisasatte nukenakunatte... bunfusouou na mousou mo shiteru
Tamashii ga suri hette iku hodo, jibun wo kirau hodo
Mata itooshikute te ga kokoro wo oikosu kara, kore wo egaite ikiru

Ore wa koko ni iru!