Trust Me

If I was
If I was your favorite
Do I
Do I get to stay here without
Tip-toeing, arms reaching the sky?

When will I
When will I become someone
I really want to be so that
I don't have to lie
And spit in your eyes

I am talking soft
I'm not asking for more

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more pictures
No more fake news
Just me

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more hurting
I just want you to trust me

If I ask
If I ask a favor
Do I
Do I get to sit here without
Feeling like I'm sinking inside?

When will I
Fall in love with writing
Could I
Make something from nothing
Fixing a habit
Get up from a coffin
Could I

I'm not talking soft
And I'm asking for more

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more pictures
No more fake news
Just me

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more hurting
I just want you to trust me

I'm walking in circles
Counting in backwards
(Oh stop with the nonsense, baby)

Forgot I was walking in circles
Counting in backwards
(Oh stop with the nonsense, baby)

Forgot I was walking in circles
Counting in backwards
(Oh stop with the nonsense, baby)

Forgot I was walking in circles
Counting in backwards

And keep on repeating the story
I made it up
All in my head once again

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more pictures
No more fake news
Just me
(I'm not asking for more)

All I ever really want is
To feel a little better about myself
No more hurting
I just want you to trust me

All I want is for you to trust me