Zarame

Pierced into this chest
Where can I find a way to remove the nameless blade?
It's about time that if I stay like this
My hands and feet will become sacrifices

From what angle will it aim at me?
I can't predict
I didn't have the strength
To run away immediately

"Suppress your emotions," "I understand the wretchedness"
Grabbing my own collar, I cried

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Convince myself, and adjust again
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation
So I can walk the right path in this long forest

The place I finally found
Crumbles without me even realizing, without a voice
Pushed in and swelling
The truth, smeared in a blurred notebook

"Peel off the current state," "I understand the pain"
Circulated it over and over, until I lost understanding

Don't go, don't go, don't go
Chant like that, and lock it away again
I want to move forward, yet I'm being threatened
What I should be fighting now is my own cursed body

"Suppress your emotions," "I understand the wretchedness"
Grabbing my own collar, I cried

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Convince myself, and adjust again
I want to change, to become someone who lives without hesitation
So I can walk the right path in this long forest

Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear
Don't disappear, don't disappear, don't disappear

The lead scraps left in this chest
Will they ever melt away someday?

kono mune sasatta
mumei no ha o nuku sube wa doko
sorosoro koushitecha
te mo ashi mo gisei ni naru na

donna kakudo de neratte kuru no ka
yosoku dekinai
ima sugu nigerareru tsuyosa wa
mochiawasete nakatta

"kanjou o korose" "mijisa wa shouchi de"
jibun no munagura o tsukande naita

kienaide kienaide kienaide
ii kikasete mata totonoeru
kawaritai tamerawazu ikiru hito ni
kono nagai mori no michi o tadashiku arukeru you ni

yatto mitsuketa ibasho
itsu no ma ni koe mo dasazu ni tsubureru
oshikonde fukuramu
hontou no koto nijinda nooto

"genjou o hagase" "itami wa shouchi de"
nando mo megurase wakaranaku natta

ikanaide ikanaide ikanaide
sou tonaete mata tojikomeru
susumitai sore nanoni obiyakasa rete iru
ima tatakau beki mono wa norowareta jibun no karada

"kanjou o korose" "mijisa wa shouchi de"
jibun no munagura o tsukande naita

kienaide kienaide kienaide
ii kikasete mata totonoeru
kawaritai tamerawazu ikiru hito ni
kono nagai mori no michi o tadashiku arukeru you ni

kienaide kienaide kienaide
kienaide kienaide kienaide

kono mune ni nokotta namari no kuzu wa
itsuka tokeru darou ka