春の嵐

In the warmth of the room, I hid away
The world beyond the monitor is infinite

Still not becoming that person, I
Am welcoming the same spring as last year

How to prove my existence, I don't know
It's painful
Now, this heart is in pain

Tired of putting on airs
And without any true feelings at this point
Chasing after the words that floated in this empty head

Surely, I let go
Of those times I so wanted
While someone else is living brilliantly

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts
My heart is in pain

On rainy nights without an umbrella
I want to know a place I can return to

Even if it rots, life goes on
The self that chose that
It's lonely that only I can take care of myself

Laughing it off, saying "Oh well"
Intending to clear it up all along
Deep in my heart, it’s still there, holding its breath

I'll take it out
Water it again with tears
And embrace it with thanks
From there, I'll live once more

Just repeating those days
The rebroadcast of this story, is it again, next spring?

Atataka na heya no naka nigekonda
Monitā no oku no sekai wa mugen

Ano hito ni narenai mama de watashi
Kyonen to onaji haru o mukaeteru

Sonzai no shōmei o dō yatte shite ii ka
Wakannai ga kurushii yo
Ima, kono mune wa kurushii yo

Kakkotsukeru no ni mo akite
Imasara hon'ne mo nakutte
Karappo na atama ni ukanda kotoba o oikakeru

Watashi wa kitto tebanashita
Anna hoshikatta jikan o
Dareka ga kirameite ikiteru

Itai, itai, itai, itai, itai
Watashi wa kokoro ga itai

Amefuri, kasa no nai yoru ni
Kaette mo ii basho shiritai

Kusattatte seikatsu wa tsuzuiteku
Sore o eranda jibun no
Mendō wa jibun shika mirenai no ga sabishii yo

Mā ikka nante waratte
Katadzuketa tsumori de zutto
Kokoro no okufukaku, iki o hisomete mada nokotteru

Watashi wa sore o toridashite
Namida de mata mizu o yatte
Arigatō tte dakishimete yaru
Soko kara mō ichido ikiteku

Sonna hibi kurikaeshite iku dake
Kono hanashi no saihōsō wa mata, tsugi no haru?