ユリイカ

I wanted someone to teach me how to be a kind person
I wanted someone to teach me how to be a dependable person

Getting wet in the rain without even using an umbrella
I stopped caring about it
Suddenly became afraid of brightness
Not okay, not okay

I didn't want to walk together anymore
But it's not that I want to be alone
I couldn't look in the eyes and smile
Not okay
That's not okay

How many times have I hurt you, made mistakes, failed
Probably neglected kindness
Getting hurt, forgiving, being forgiven
You were told to live

Everyone is lonely, but
It's not just solitude
As long as you're here
It's not lonely

Not having anyone by your side
Feeling lonely, everyone knows
Being by someone's side
Why am I so bad at it

Getting used to covering my ears
But it's not like I'm closing my heart
Pretending to be used to it
Not okay
That's not okay

How many times have we clashed, separated, got close
We searched for the right form
Worn down, spilling, falling
It's too late to get it back

After worrying so much, I finally understood
Humans shouldn't be alone
It's okay not to be okay
Not okay
That's not okay

How many times have I hurt you, made mistakes, failed
Probably neglected kindness
Getting hurt, forgiving, being forgiven
You were told to live

Everyone is lonely, but
It's not just solitude
As long as you're here
It's not lonely

Yasashii hito no narikata o dareka oshiete hoshikatta
Tayoreru hito no narikata o dareka oshiete hoshikatta

Ame ni nurete kasa mo sasazu ni
Iru koto mo dō demo yoku natte
Akarusa ga kyū ni kowaku natte
Daijōbu ja nai yo daijōbu ja nai yo

Issho ni aruku no iya ni natte
Demo hitori de itai wake ja nakute
Me o awasete waraenaku natte
Daijōbu ja nai
Sore wa daijōbu ja nai yo

Nando kizutsuke machigatte shippai shite
Yasashisa naigashi ro ni shita darou
Kizutsuite yurushite yurusarete
Omae wa ikiro to iwareta darou

Minna hitoribocchi dakedo
Kodoku dake ja nai
Anata dake koko ni ireba
Kodoku ja nai

Soba ni dare mo inai koto
Sabishii no minna shitteru
Dareka no soba ni iru koto
Nande konna heta nandarou

Mimi o fusagu no kuse ni natte
Demo kokoro o tozasu wake ja nakute
Nareta furi tsuzuketerutte
Daijōbu ja nai
Sore wa daijōbu ja nai yo

Nando butsukatte hanarete chikazuite
Tadashii katachi o sagashita darou
Kezurete koborete okkochite
Tori modosenakunatte kara ja osoi kara sa

Sanzan nayande yatto wakatta
Ningen wa hitori de icha dame da
Heiki ni nanka naranakute ii yo
Daijōbu ja nai yo
Sore wa daijōbu ja nai yo

Nando kizutsuke machigatte shippai shite
Yasashisa naigashi ro ni shita darou
Kizutsuite yurushite yurusarete
Omae wa ikiro to iwareta darou

Minna hitoribocchi dakedo
Kodoku dake ja nai
Anata dake koko ni ireba
Kodoku ja nai